until i get more information on march 1st when i visit the doc again, i have a working diagnosis of fibromalgia.

i also, so far, got approved for the plastic surgeon. i see him also on the 1st. he has to be the one to say to my insurance that 'yes the giant boobs are effecting her body enough to warrent surgery'

so next Wednesday is the day that i learn a bunch of stuff.

for me personally i am trying to live healthy. works so hard so that we can eat healthy and organically, and i still suffer daily from pain and severe fatigue. i have bone, muscle, joint, and nerve pain, and i am exhausted daily. i get tingling in hands/arms, and feet/legs on a daily basis. muscle twitches and spasms. loose joints (my ankles will roll on me, my hips feel like they want to dislocate a lot, but not on a daily basis, and my knees like to go inward when walking.) a few other things. so i eat a lot of fruits, not to many veggies, but i do use green powders in my smoothies. trying to pull back on animal products minus a collagen powder i use in my smoothies that helps my joints.
(these symptoms don't even include the other stuff i have from my spinal fusion)

if i can get my symptoms under control i could work on art a lot more, and faster. (because my hands will hurt a lot)

now on to my ideal..... since i am going to have a breast reduction one way or the other, if insurance pays for it our we do out of pocket it WILL happen. but i kinda wanted to do something before i get them chopped off, like nice pictures. or maybe sexy pictures. not too sure. also after my reduction should my character also reflect that? im not to sure. i think squeak should keep the big ol badonkadonks, but that's just my opinion. what do you think?