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I am Back!!!
8 years ago
SA-X, Walkerfire, Sammonaran, Raiok, Ashanriu, Wasdramer, Zyraph. Too many names. X3
Hello everyone...you probably didn't expect me to be back on here, and honestly I didn't think I would either. I've had a lot happen to me since the last time I was here. Some good and some bad...but that is the past.
I want to start over. How I was back in the day, while it was authentic at the time, was also a bit unhealthy. I had a horrible obsession with trying to make everyone happy. I've had to learn my limits on that, and I definitely have. I am sorry for my absence, though my absence was well-defined. I know there were so many people that were looking forward to just knowing I was at least alive. I'm sorry for worrying any of you during that time...and no matter if you want to get back in touch or not, I will cherish those I have talked to, both old faces and new. I just want to finally show you all that I am finally able to get over the anxiety of my past. I'm not perfectly healed from that time, I still have some reservations about things, but I am doing better than I have in a long time.
I'm glad to be in a position to actually talk to people again. I'm grateful to those who have stuck with me even now. If you haven't stuck with me, I can understand why...I wasn't in the best place, back in the day. It's literally been over four years since that time. I still cannot believe it myself...but here I am. I am wiser, stronger, and better than I have been. I have learned so much in being distant from the fandom. This time is what I truly needed to at least put things into perspective for myself. I know many people cared about me and that my distance hurt them. I cannot apologize enough for that...but that is the past. I can only change things by being myself and controlling things that are within my control. This is in my control...so, I am here.
With that, I will simply ask for anyone who sees me to feel free to poke me through Telegram, since that's the "in" thing and I have it and OMG it's so awesome! Also, if you can't do that, I'll try to read notes whenever possible!
So with this, I'm starting over...hopefully :3 Thanks everyone and I can't wait to dive right back into the fandom!
I want to start over. How I was back in the day, while it was authentic at the time, was also a bit unhealthy. I had a horrible obsession with trying to make everyone happy. I've had to learn my limits on that, and I definitely have. I am sorry for my absence, though my absence was well-defined. I know there were so many people that were looking forward to just knowing I was at least alive. I'm sorry for worrying any of you during that time...and no matter if you want to get back in touch or not, I will cherish those I have talked to, both old faces and new. I just want to finally show you all that I am finally able to get over the anxiety of my past. I'm not perfectly healed from that time, I still have some reservations about things, but I am doing better than I have in a long time.
I'm glad to be in a position to actually talk to people again. I'm grateful to those who have stuck with me even now. If you haven't stuck with me, I can understand why...I wasn't in the best place, back in the day. It's literally been over four years since that time. I still cannot believe it myself...but here I am. I am wiser, stronger, and better than I have been. I have learned so much in being distant from the fandom. This time is what I truly needed to at least put things into perspective for myself. I know many people cared about me and that my distance hurt them. I cannot apologize enough for that...but that is the past. I can only change things by being myself and controlling things that are within my control. This is in my control...so, I am here.
With that, I will simply ask for anyone who sees me to feel free to poke me through Telegram, since that's the "in" thing and I have it and OMG it's so awesome! Also, if you can't do that, I'll try to read notes whenever possible!
So with this, I'm starting over...hopefully :3 Thanks everyone and I can't wait to dive right back into the fandom!
But ya, it has been a very long time. I actually still have your number in my phone, so when I saw your name in Telegram, I was tempted to poke you, but I didn't know if you'd remember me X3
But ya...if you want, I can poke you on Telegram :3
I have a lot of catching up to do X3
Hi there, been a long time. =3
*hugs and pats back* I've had my up and downs, if you wanna catch up, I've got T-gram, notes here or well you still know my usual ways of communications, besides Google. XD
^_^