I really don't know what to think about this. I chose my career path with my company of being the guy that fixes what our contractors have.messed up, to go out and solicit new contractors and bring the services to the best customers in the world and I stand behind it. I go out there every day trying to bring better business to our military bases, I drive all over the place, have command meetings with Colonels and Generals and hearing what they want for the installation.. and we try our best to get the business they want there.. but even when we can't find anyone that wants to do it comes down on us. These commanders know not of the business world where we can't force other businesses to set up and come to our bases. Sometimes I wish I could say sorry fuck you Maj. Gen. Blah not gonna happen... but as a professional a can't! Wtf. Wish I was stationed on a bigger Army installation, so much easier than air force bases.

I can't wait till I'm given opportunity to pcs someplace else. Taxing as all hell up here in New England, drive from hanscom to Bangor then Burlington, Niantic, quonset then back... for fuckin nothing.. not even a livable "take care of yourself and have your own place wage" Gotta love govt work. Fuck.