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Well, that didn't work.
16 years ago
As a few of you may know I've been playing an MMO called Perfect World. And on it I meet a few people, I guess you can call them friends. After some time, I foolhardily try to get closer to someone...and was rejected. At first this was fine, but as time and potential mates went by, I figured out that I was playing this game for no reason. I had no close connection with someone that shared the same dreams I had. But I tried to push though until today.
Today, I tried to call on some help for a simple quest, just talk to two people and get exp. But no one came. And that got me thinking, "What's the point? Why are you working so hard for this? For what or who?" I had no good answer and it ate me up inside, it felt like there was just a hole in my chest, in order to excape that, I acted cold and distant, that only put off the one "friend" I may have had.
So I ran.
I ran away from them, back to the loneliness I once knew. But come to find out, I had grown addicted to "friendships" and "allies", so now, the hole is bigger, and I can no longer return to the place of safety I once had. So I ask anyone who I might be able to trust as a true friend...
What now?
Today, I tried to call on some help for a simple quest, just talk to two people and get exp. But no one came. And that got me thinking, "What's the point? Why are you working so hard for this? For what or who?" I had no good answer and it ate me up inside, it felt like there was just a hole in my chest, in order to excape that, I acted cold and distant, that only put off the one "friend" I may have had.
So I ran.
I ran away from them, back to the loneliness I once knew. But come to find out, I had grown addicted to "friendships" and "allies", so now, the hole is bigger, and I can no longer return to the place of safety I once had. So I ask anyone who I might be able to trust as a true friend...
What now?
