So I guess yeah, I'll be at Califur this weekend. I'll admit that a bunch of my anxieties and depression want to flare up, but I'm trying to ignore them and instead try to at least use the weekend to clear my head.

Stop worrying about trying to actively meet people. Let it just be chance temporary encounters. Don't over do it w/ suiting. Plus, I'll have my laptop and some art supplies that I can use to work on something if it looks like I'm going to have extended down time.

Just look at this weekend as the kick-off to a trio of consecutive convention weekends (PhxCC and BLFC follow) and some time away from work. Plus I'm considering driving out tonight at around Midnight so I can spend Thursday at Disneyland.