...and i'll cry if i want to.

but yep, it's my birthday tomorrow. 27 years old. i'd compare my plans to my 17th but i don't actually remember what i did for my 17th birthday. i don't think i actually did anything because i was going through a rough time after being expelled from school. kind of weird thinking that was over ten years ago really.

i saw my family today, got a few bits and bobs, and went to wagamama for lunch. lots of tea-related things and some halloween things. tomorrow justsmith is taking me out somewhere to eat then to an arcade, which will be nice, usually i let him have all the tickets and pick the prizes. i just like playing the games and doing well at them. maybe we'll get enough tickets to get something like those bubbles with the ball maze at the top of them. i like those.

also cfz reg opens tonight but i'll be registering next month because i've got amecon to cover this month- it usually sells out in 15 mins whereas cfz has like three months before the better rooms are gone. hopefully i've not jinxed that though.

i'm not doing great with my mental health right now so please just be patient with me. talking and socialising takes a lot of energy i don't really have when i'm spread thin juggling a joint degree at university and trying to keep stuff running at home because smith's work hours are immense.