idk where im going in life i havent for a long long time and i haven't been myself sense i was a yung teen maby younger five years ago found out my now ex step father did stuf with my sister once when she was ten and we dident find out till ten years later and my family's life started to fall aprt rapidly frum there my mothers stepdad was sick with cancer while her bio dad had a neurological version of Parkinson witch was basically taking all motor control from him slowly till he passed last summer while my moms stepdad passed the October before that.. after my moms bio dad passed she wanted to be more charitable gave toys to hospitals stuff like that but she met someone online that needed money and claimed they'd pay her back...idk how much she gave them but it was enuf that we had to move so to make a long story shorter and less detailed my sister lefts and is with her bf and his family in Washington st i though i should just try getting out on my own went to az to live with a friend and out plans dident work out bad landlady and they guy we wher counting on to help us get a place wasent able to get to us so got my mom to come get us put our stuf in storage when we got back to Houston a month later everything was stolen out of the storage.. my friend flipped out so hard when he saw the empty storage unit while i just simply stood there like the introvert i am.. tryed to hug him but it dident help . but anyways he went back home after a few days. now my mom met another scam person online got one of those classic sob storys i was adopted born in another country bla bla bla , and my moms like well no wounder i cant find any info on him online..and i just snapped and strate out told her mom this guy is a scam thats a classic scam artists sob story to win over your hart i siad other things too cus i was pissed shes about to further ruin our lives. ((oh yea and theirs also the most resent death in the family my moms grandmother just before xmass still haven't had the funeral thers been a couple of setbacks)). anyways the next day my mom went over to a friends place and they talked she comes home and apologizes to me saying she nearly kicked me out but understand my concern and wants to just leave it at that for now the guy thats scamming her was supposed to fly in just this past Monday but oh no the terrorists in Baghdad wont let anyone leave the army bace hes on the guys supposedly in drs without borders.. do to trumps bs insurance went up to 200 a munth so my mom was forced to use her work insurgence wich means less money each paycheck this is a one bedroom apartment going for nerly 900 a munth she got medical bills car not rent groshrys i help with the food as well as the rent. um lets see my mother has a greaf group class she gose too as well as a depretion group and a physiologist and shes got friends... i wish i wasent so introverted and i wish it was easer for me to find and make friends with the same intrests as me i think having frinds and hanging out on a ragular basis would rilly help improve my social sckills as well as my emotional state of mind.. the last new friend i made was prity ok lives 2 miles away...but he smokes and i hate that smell...and he seemd to lack emotion on some things idk maby im over parinoyed on top of shy as fuck...anyways thers a lot of other things going on with me and i could go on probably forever if anyone reads this and wants to note me pleas do ill respond as soon as i see it