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My Eyes are f#cked
8 years ago
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On November the 15th, I got desperate and went to a lenscrafters to see an eye doctor of some nature, and she said that I have Meibian gland disorder, or meiobiantitis, and need new glasses. Seeing as how what is wrong with my eyes has more to do with the moisture problem and less with actually needing new glasses, I would much rather see an opthamologist. I am typing this right now withuopt the ability to see what I am typing . Everuthing is in a sort of mild double-vision, where the ghost image is above and sometimes also below any text or straight horizontal lines I look at.
I would have gone to a real doctor about this, but I do not have the money to pay any hospital bills. I have no insurance because I am too poor to afford even Obamacare when it came out.
If my vision does not improve on it's own by the end of this month, this will be my last journal entry.
I refuse to live in a world where I cannot see straight, especially when the internet is mostly reading, and the internet is everything now.
I don't care that it sounds stupid, but I don't have anything else. Mine is a miserably pathetic and fruiotless existnace and I wish it would at least improve with my eyes. I have already sustained all other sorts of injuries and not cared as long as I had the books I read and the internet. If I can't have that anymore, then what the butt-fuck is the point?
I would have gone to a real doctor about this, but I do not have the money to pay any hospital bills. I have no insurance because I am too poor to afford even Obamacare when it came out.
If my vision does not improve on it's own by the end of this month, this will be my last journal entry.
I refuse to live in a world where I cannot see straight, especially when the internet is mostly reading, and the internet is everything now.
I don't care that it sounds stupid, but I don't have anything else. Mine is a miserably pathetic and fruiotless existnace and I wish it would at least improve with my eyes. I have already sustained all other sorts of injuries and not cared as long as I had the books I read and the internet. If I can't have that anymore, then what the butt-fuck is the point?
Damn, I hope something breaks through for you. As much as you value reading and writing. It might not be a bad option to go with the fresh new specks. As boss would love to see ya remain happy n stable(as possible*).
But keep us in the loop with what you decide man!
Do not. Ever. Base. Medical. Decisions. On. Costs.
Especially if you are risking permanent disability.
Doctors will not let you go clinically blind simply because you cannot pay then and there.
If you show up in an outpatient emergency room, the state will likely take up the bill, even if you are not enrolled in Medicaid. Even failing that, money stuff can be worked out, be it from a church love fund or family and friends.
Worst comes to absolute worst: you'll get a medical bankruptcy on your credit record. That is a far better option than risking your eyes forever. Credit records are guaranteed to heel over time. The issue you describe is not.