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===I was in jail... No this is not a lie...===
7 years ago
hey guys. I really don't know how to feel about what just happened to me these past couple of days but I want you all to know that I am safe so there's no reason for you to be alarmed by this journal. I want to let you guys know that I went through a bit of a tough time. I got into a physical altercation with my father. He was the one that attacked me first. I simply tried to defend myself and because of me defending myself, for some strange reason, I ended up going to prison. I did get bailed out. My mother and my godmother were the ones to do so with the money that I saved and the money that they were willing to throw down to help me out. So at the very least I'm out of that place and I can be in a safer area at the moment.
No words can describe just how terrified and just how upset I was at both myself and the fact that the law handle this and such a really odd way. I want you to know that I am no longer in my house, I'm living with family friends at the moment. I currently have a stay away order on me that's why I can't go back home and mentally I don't think I'll ever be ready to go back home anyways. the experience that I had in jail was nothing that I could have ever imagined and or hoped for.
I don't wish that experience upon anybody it was possibly the most painful thing I could have ever gone through. at the moment all I have on me or clothes for me to go to work, clothing to go outside, and just my emergency phone. I don't have any way of completing any sort of commissions or trades so I'm basically stuck here without those things to be able to complete my artwork. Hopefully this is enough of a valid excuse so that when I do have time to complete what I need to I'll be able to do so correctly. Apologies for this really untimely event, I didn't mean for this to happen nor did I ever expect this to happen.
I'm sure that eventually I'll be able to pick myself up from this but at the moment I'm just really mentally shaken by what happened. No, I am not making this up as an excuse. I am being very truthful with you, as I've always been truthful with you. I am just letting you know what happened.
Just know that I won't be able to elaborate on any details because of legal reasons I'm only allowed to tell you that I am safe and only small main idea points about what happened to me. I hope that eventually I'll be able to move on and I hope that my family will be doing okay after all this that went down. I don't feel safe knowing that my mom my brother and my dogs are still in that house but there's not much that I can do. I can only hope for the best for them. I can only hope that they are safe and that they are happy or at the very least just secure.
You're free to read this journal, you're free to comment, or you can just simply ignore it. I'm not here to judge you in anyway on how you decide to respond to this journal but just know that regardless I appreciate the company that you've given me and all the support that I've received from you over the years. I love you all and I wish that you all have a pleasant day.
No words can describe just how terrified and just how upset I was at both myself and the fact that the law handle this and such a really odd way. I want you to know that I am no longer in my house, I'm living with family friends at the moment. I currently have a stay away order on me that's why I can't go back home and mentally I don't think I'll ever be ready to go back home anyways. the experience that I had in jail was nothing that I could have ever imagined and or hoped for.
I don't wish that experience upon anybody it was possibly the most painful thing I could have ever gone through. at the moment all I have on me or clothes for me to go to work, clothing to go outside, and just my emergency phone. I don't have any way of completing any sort of commissions or trades so I'm basically stuck here without those things to be able to complete my artwork. Hopefully this is enough of a valid excuse so that when I do have time to complete what I need to I'll be able to do so correctly. Apologies for this really untimely event, I didn't mean for this to happen nor did I ever expect this to happen.
I'm sure that eventually I'll be able to pick myself up from this but at the moment I'm just really mentally shaken by what happened. No, I am not making this up as an excuse. I am being very truthful with you, as I've always been truthful with you. I am just letting you know what happened.
Just know that I won't be able to elaborate on any details because of legal reasons I'm only allowed to tell you that I am safe and only small main idea points about what happened to me. I hope that eventually I'll be able to move on and I hope that my family will be doing okay after all this that went down. I don't feel safe knowing that my mom my brother and my dogs are still in that house but there's not much that I can do. I can only hope for the best for them. I can only hope that they are safe and that they are happy or at the very least just secure.
You're free to read this journal, you're free to comment, or you can just simply ignore it. I'm not here to judge you in anyway on how you decide to respond to this journal but just know that regardless I appreciate the company that you've given me and all the support that I've received from you over the years. I love you all and I wish that you all have a pleasant day.
Super sorry to hear you had to go through such an experience...fingers crossed you'll be able to get your stuff and doggoes soon.
For both those situations the police were warned ahead of time so it amazes me how this stuff still managed to occur. But that's besides the point given that the events already happened. There's not much that can be said now with hindsight. Thankfully now I am finally getting some of my belongings little by little so eventually I might be able to get up to speed with my online obligations, especially considering that I have not been able to land a job thanks to these events.
For now all I can hope that comes out of this situation is zero conflict (at least that is what I imagine to be the best case scenario). I sincerely don't want any trouble at all to come from this situation more than what already exists. I'm fairly sure my mother also hopes for there to be peace. Frankly, I'm certain that any of my friends and family that have gotten wind of the situation that happened, they want for justice to be served.
Considering that I don't know how the legal system works here in Florida, I have no idea what to expect. I can only hope for a miracle in my favor because I've frankly had enough with the oddities, inconsistencies, and questionable mannerisms of my family. I don't think it would be right or healthy for me to have to put up with it anymore. I just hope I can start fresh after all this blows over. Maybe even get therapy if I ever manage to have a livable income in the future.
As for the mention of you having refugees to care of, I can only imagine what could have happened with all of them. I just hope for the best for all of them. No innocent life should have to face abuse like that. You're a very kind and strong person for helping those people out. Even if you may not claim to be rich, you being kind to them sure as hell does go a long way and I find you admirable for that. I wish for the best to happen for all of us. Right now I'm thankfully staying in a better place and that is more than what I could have ever asked for in my whole life.