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To whom I owe art. Also "What ever happened to Monday"
7 years ago
Please send me a note with what you commissioned me to do and the paypal email address used when you paid.
Those who ordered something but didn't pay, send me a note if you still want the order so we can finish the transaction.
To those of you who bid on that beach auction I am going to contact each of you by reply to your comments. I'l let it open till tomorrow at 7 so another 26 hours to go if there is anyone else who'd like a spot https://www.furaffinity.net/view/26416627/
To those of you wanting to commission me [normal commissions] I'm currently closed.
Right now I have 3 ych commission bases for which I'm still accepting spots if there are ppl interested . I still have a few bases from long ago which i didn't manage to upload before taking my hiatus. you can find the uploaded ones here https://www.furaffinity.net/gallery.....MMISSION-BASES
Since I had to help my aunt with the funeral and I'm completely broke and did not pay my bills and rent [my entire salary went in the funeral] I will open a type of commissions after I finish what I owe.
I need to raise 500 € so yeah... gonna have to work hard :)))
So what did happen to Monday? :)) Dunno if you guys saw the movie was interesting.
Anyway, what happened in my life after taking the break from internet and art.
Lemme remember in order :
-so grandma died
- I became rly depressed
-things started going downhill at work, I was moved to a different project [where I still am and am doing better than the other place but it's still a lot of stress and I can't stand it anymore I want to quit so bad]
-My brother came back from Murica almost as broke as he went there, he stayed at my place for a month because we don't have a house cuz mom sold all of them, it's why I live with rent. Then he left for Norway with different job.
-Idk from what but I became very sick still am. I'm having problems with my kidneys went to my doctor and got a bunch of tests on a list to go take but my insurance doesn't cover all of them.I'm in a lot of pain I'm constantly tired, back pains, I pee A FUCKING LOT, wake up at least 4 times a night, I gained A LOT of weight , I'm full of pimples I've read that it's because the kidneys don't work anymore they stop filtering the toxins out of the body so that's the cause[and the stress from work is only making things worsen]
-My mom also got sick se hasn't worked for over 10 years has no medical insurance and she doesn't even know what she has [ I personally suspect a start of Alzheimer since she lost her memory twice. First time I got a call from my godmother saying to go to mom cuz she;s worried cuz she sounded weird on the phone, so I went there and mom started talking to me she'd have an idea she'd finish like 3 mins of constant talking she'd start it calmly and then start panicking and crying then when she'd stop talking she'd look in a set direction calmly without talking then turn to me and repeat the same idea with the same fucking words and intonation and the same calm manner that turns to panick and crying towards the end. She did that for 4 hours straight. I was crying inside but didn't want to show her that I'm panicking so each time she'd say that idea I'd say the same things and calm her down.then I bought her some herbal sleeping pills gave her 2 and wrote on a piece of paper to take one more if she doesn't fall asleep. the next day I saw she took 4 she'd forget and keep taking one when reading the paper. till she fell asleep. Also the next day she had no memory that I was there the day before or that it was saturday she thought it was friday , she forgot the entire day. This happened again recently she was getting ready to come to me and all of a sudden her bf calls and asks "didn't you go to lucia yet? and she's like what ? I was supposed to go there? then she realized she was all dressed and didn't remember when she got dressed and started crying. Besides that she has problems with blood pressure and her tension is rly high.
-I fell off a cliff and almost died when I went hiking with my bf and a few more friends to get away from the stress from work and life. and then a friend of mine fell too . I managed to stop my falling by grabbing a rock that was sticking out of the mountain but my friend fell all the way down and hit herself really bad.
-my phone broke
-my laptop got a very nasty virus had to erase everything and reinstall windows
-one of my cats fell out the window and I live on the 4th floor[she's ok now but the doctor said on an unrelated note she has problems with her Thyroid ? Ikd if that's the word in english
-second kitty with the virus to her brain still sick but treatment is showing progress
- the sink's water tap broke AGAIN and I flooded the apartment. I was at work mom was visiting and cooking me something as a surprise and got a call from her with that happened. And to top it off I forgot the food outside so the next day when I woke up in the morning it was already bad so I didn't even get to taste it :(
-now most recent uncle died. he was the last relative my mom had from her father's side so now she only has from her mom's side.
I'm pretty sure I forgot a few things but they're not major things just small things like the food going bad, they just added to the already long chain of bad events.
so there you have it. My last 4 months. and when you stop to think that my entire life has been like this and it's not even the worst that I've went through. I should write a novel :)) .I keep thinking how am I still alive to this day.
Sorry for the long journal XD
Those who ordered something but didn't pay, send me a note if you still want the order so we can finish the transaction.
To those of you who bid on that beach auction I am going to contact each of you by reply to your comments. I'l let it open till tomorrow at 7 so another 26 hours to go if there is anyone else who'd like a spot https://www.furaffinity.net/view/26416627/
To those of you wanting to commission me [normal commissions] I'm currently closed.
Right now I have 3 ych commission bases for which I'm still accepting spots if there are ppl interested . I still have a few bases from long ago which i didn't manage to upload before taking my hiatus. you can find the uploaded ones here https://www.furaffinity.net/gallery.....MMISSION-BASES
Since I had to help my aunt with the funeral and I'm completely broke and did not pay my bills and rent [my entire salary went in the funeral] I will open a type of commissions after I finish what I owe.
I need to raise 500 € so yeah... gonna have to work hard :)))
So what did happen to Monday? :)) Dunno if you guys saw the movie was interesting.
Anyway, what happened in my life after taking the break from internet and art.
Lemme remember in order :
-so grandma died
- I became rly depressed
-things started going downhill at work, I was moved to a different project [where I still am and am doing better than the other place but it's still a lot of stress and I can't stand it anymore I want to quit so bad]
-My brother came back from Murica almost as broke as he went there, he stayed at my place for a month because we don't have a house cuz mom sold all of them, it's why I live with rent. Then he left for Norway with different job.
-Idk from what but I became very sick still am. I'm having problems with my kidneys went to my doctor and got a bunch of tests on a list to go take but my insurance doesn't cover all of them.I'm in a lot of pain I'm constantly tired, back pains, I pee A FUCKING LOT, wake up at least 4 times a night, I gained A LOT of weight , I'm full of pimples I've read that it's because the kidneys don't work anymore they stop filtering the toxins out of the body so that's the cause[and the stress from work is only making things worsen]
-My mom also got sick se hasn't worked for over 10 years has no medical insurance and she doesn't even know what she has [ I personally suspect a start of Alzheimer since she lost her memory twice. First time I got a call from my godmother saying to go to mom cuz she;s worried cuz she sounded weird on the phone, so I went there and mom started talking to me she'd have an idea she'd finish like 3 mins of constant talking she'd start it calmly and then start panicking and crying then when she'd stop talking she'd look in a set direction calmly without talking then turn to me and repeat the same idea with the same fucking words and intonation and the same calm manner that turns to panick and crying towards the end. She did that for 4 hours straight. I was crying inside but didn't want to show her that I'm panicking so each time she'd say that idea I'd say the same things and calm her down.then I bought her some herbal sleeping pills gave her 2 and wrote on a piece of paper to take one more if she doesn't fall asleep. the next day I saw she took 4 she'd forget and keep taking one when reading the paper. till she fell asleep. Also the next day she had no memory that I was there the day before or that it was saturday she thought it was friday , she forgot the entire day. This happened again recently she was getting ready to come to me and all of a sudden her bf calls and asks "didn't you go to lucia yet? and she's like what ? I was supposed to go there? then she realized she was all dressed and didn't remember when she got dressed and started crying. Besides that she has problems with blood pressure and her tension is rly high.
-I fell off a cliff and almost died when I went hiking with my bf and a few more friends to get away from the stress from work and life. and then a friend of mine fell too . I managed to stop my falling by grabbing a rock that was sticking out of the mountain but my friend fell all the way down and hit herself really bad.
-my phone broke
-my laptop got a very nasty virus had to erase everything and reinstall windows
-one of my cats fell out the window and I live on the 4th floor[she's ok now but the doctor said on an unrelated note she has problems with her Thyroid ? Ikd if that's the word in english
-second kitty with the virus to her brain still sick but treatment is showing progress
- the sink's water tap broke AGAIN and I flooded the apartment. I was at work mom was visiting and cooking me something as a surprise and got a call from her with that happened. And to top it off I forgot the food outside so the next day when I woke up in the morning it was already bad so I didn't even get to taste it :(
-now most recent uncle died. he was the last relative my mom had from her father's side so now she only has from her mom's side.
I'm pretty sure I forgot a few things but they're not major things just small things like the food going bad, they just added to the already long chain of bad events.
so there you have it. My last 4 months. and when you stop to think that my entire life has been like this and it's not even the worst that I've went through. I should write a novel :)) .I keep thinking how am I still alive to this day.
Sorry for the long journal XD
I hope so too, ty for the msg <3