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Last Night, Pepsi Saved My Life.
7 years ago
So, the Fox has a problem. Possibly some of you out there know where this going already.
I'mma just lay it all on the table here. The Trick Fox is addicted to DXM.
I know, I know, it's stupid and dumb, and only stupid and dumb teenagers do that. Over the counter cough mediciine to get high? What a loser you are Trick you're not even hip to the newer drugs or whatever.
Last night, I overdosed on DXM.
Last night, I felt what it was like to die.
I could feel it, that cold sensation, I felt my body's organs shutting down like they were off the clock. That certainty that you are going to die. I was so dehydrated that my tongue felt not of this world. I could feel my tongue seizing up, and going limp, just like my Scamper Dog did. That I was going to choke on my tongue with no-one to save me, no one there to help me up.
I even said it out loud. "So this is what it feels like to die?"
...
Fortunately, I'm an engineer.
I had the foresight to take the Diet Pepsi 12-pack out of the refrigerator and to my bedroom.
I don't normally do that. I usually take a can or two with me, in my pockets, it's efficient and easy to carry them and such.
My god...
I had a can of Diet Pepsi, opened, on my desktop. Liquid salvation! It was the only thing that saved me from actually dying.
I have never felt so close to death before.
It terrified me.
It horrified me.
To be so close, to be *certain* this is how you will die, a stupid and dumb way...
The Trick Fox will be away for a little while, so he can deal with this. Okay?
Not like away-away but sort of distant in tone... my god, would it have come to that...
The Trick Fox will always love you and always will, no matter what.
The Fox needs some time to recover from this. No, no ambulances or hospitals were involved. I am dedicated now more than ever to be the best Fox I can. I need to sober out.
I *need* to sober... for you. I love you.
I will always love you.
Love and foxy hugs~
Trick The Fox
I'mma just lay it all on the table here. The Trick Fox is addicted to DXM.
I know, I know, it's stupid and dumb, and only stupid and dumb teenagers do that. Over the counter cough mediciine to get high? What a loser you are Trick you're not even hip to the newer drugs or whatever.
Last night, I overdosed on DXM.
Last night, I felt what it was like to die.
I could feel it, that cold sensation, I felt my body's organs shutting down like they were off the clock. That certainty that you are going to die. I was so dehydrated that my tongue felt not of this world. I could feel my tongue seizing up, and going limp, just like my Scamper Dog did. That I was going to choke on my tongue with no-one to save me, no one there to help me up.
I even said it out loud. "So this is what it feels like to die?"
...
Fortunately, I'm an engineer.
I had the foresight to take the Diet Pepsi 12-pack out of the refrigerator and to my bedroom.
I don't normally do that. I usually take a can or two with me, in my pockets, it's efficient and easy to carry them and such.
My god...
I had a can of Diet Pepsi, opened, on my desktop. Liquid salvation! It was the only thing that saved me from actually dying.
I have never felt so close to death before.
It terrified me.
It horrified me.
To be so close, to be *certain* this is how you will die, a stupid and dumb way...
The Trick Fox will be away for a little while, so he can deal with this. Okay?
Not like away-away but sort of distant in tone... my god, would it have come to that...
The Trick Fox will always love you and always will, no matter what.
The Fox needs some time to recover from this. No, no ambulances or hospitals were involved. I am dedicated now more than ever to be the best Fox I can. I need to sober out.
I *need* to sober... for you. I love you.
I will always love you.
Love and foxy hugs~
Trick The Fox
I hope it gives you the strength to kick your habit out the door for good.
This way you cant do such silly things again, gonna watch out for special bug
Good thing it did not end in a worst case scenario
*Offers a big, strong, fluffy hug*
(I'm a bit late at checking FA journals, ack.)