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Why don't people like me?
7 years ago
Oh no, here it comes again, another journal of the Trick Fox complaining about how life isn't fair and everybody else gest to have nice great things BUT NOT YOU TRICK YOU ARE JUST NOT ACCEPTABLE HERE
I cry a lot. I really do. The fox has feelings and emotions and painful things done to him, but nobody can hurt the fox more emotionally than himself. I am the greatest at everything I do, even the things that are terrible!
Like hating myself.
Being banned again and again from social places.
There is nobody out there that can suck at life better than me, damnit!
I always get told the same things. That was great, your work is excellent, superb, and we love it! The writings, the roleplays, the videos I put so much heart and love and dedication to them. You are a great person Trick!
I would miss you if you were gone.
Miss me...
Miss the place I held for them, that they felt always reliable Trick will be there to do whatever and such, he's so dependable! He doesn't ever let anyone down if they task him with a project. He is just so enthusiastic about everything, he really tries so hard to make people happy.
And I get nothing in return.
No, that's not fair, not really nothing. I get accolades and thumbs-ups and approval for my work, all the time. I just want to make the best possible experience, that I am making your world a better place with me in it. I put so much effort and work into my writing and videos and other creative projects, you know.
I want you to be pleased with the outcome.
I just don't understand why this all happens to the Trick Fox, the friendly fox that wants to make you happy and do great things with you and for you. I just don't understand how I am that lacking of respect from people. What is so repulsive about me, what is so distasteful, that people shove me away and don't follow through with promises, when all I do is give them everything I can, to please them and make them happy.
Make you happy.
That's all I really want.
There must be some kind of disconect for them, for you. That this fox doesn't really exist as a person, just a costume, a facade, a fake shield of armor that takes all the damage while the fox is safe inside.
I open myself and acknowledge my flaws, and this seems to be the worst possible thing for people. That honesty and attempts to rebuild bridges (because you can't really drive over a bridge in the past, that would require a DeLorean) are seen as some kind of attack.
I just... I just don't understand people.
All I want is to make you happy.
But don't worry! The fox is here, everyday, just trying to improve people's lives. I wake up every morning wishing I hadn't, but I'm here I guess so I want to make this day the best possible day it can be.
I love you all whether you like it or not. :P
Just... don't forget about me?
I cry a lot. I really do. The fox has feelings and emotions and painful things done to him, but nobody can hurt the fox more emotionally than himself. I am the greatest at everything I do, even the things that are terrible!
Like hating myself.
Being banned again and again from social places.
There is nobody out there that can suck at life better than me, damnit!
I always get told the same things. That was great, your work is excellent, superb, and we love it! The writings, the roleplays, the videos I put so much heart and love and dedication to them. You are a great person Trick!
I would miss you if you were gone.
Miss me...
Miss the place I held for them, that they felt always reliable Trick will be there to do whatever and such, he's so dependable! He doesn't ever let anyone down if they task him with a project. He is just so enthusiastic about everything, he really tries so hard to make people happy.
And I get nothing in return.
No, that's not fair, not really nothing. I get accolades and thumbs-ups and approval for my work, all the time. I just want to make the best possible experience, that I am making your world a better place with me in it. I put so much effort and work into my writing and videos and other creative projects, you know.
I want you to be pleased with the outcome.
I just don't understand why this all happens to the Trick Fox, the friendly fox that wants to make you happy and do great things with you and for you. I just don't understand how I am that lacking of respect from people. What is so repulsive about me, what is so distasteful, that people shove me away and don't follow through with promises, when all I do is give them everything I can, to please them and make them happy.
Make you happy.
That's all I really want.
There must be some kind of disconect for them, for you. That this fox doesn't really exist as a person, just a costume, a facade, a fake shield of armor that takes all the damage while the fox is safe inside.
I open myself and acknowledge my flaws, and this seems to be the worst possible thing for people. That honesty and attempts to rebuild bridges (because you can't really drive over a bridge in the past, that would require a DeLorean) are seen as some kind of attack.
I just... I just don't understand people.
All I want is to make you happy.
But don't worry! The fox is here, everyday, just trying to improve people's lives. I wake up every morning wishing I hadn't, but I'm here I guess so I want to make this day the best possible day it can be.
I love you all whether you like it or not. :P
Just... don't forget about me?
Yeah we don’t say nice stuff to each other anymore. Which I will say that the things that violated us are the cause of that, since if you look 60 years ago life was simpler.
I'd call you a national treasure but you'd probably destroy the gallery.
And I'll be honest... I did like conversing with you, but, I never felt like I had much to say, really. It often felt like I was annoying you or not being of interest. I do have fond memories of when we did talk, though.
But that's kinda the point. First you're upset people aren't talking with you, then it turns out you're the one not talking to people. Sure, you may have your reasons, but other people have theirs as well, so maybe next time try and be more consistent?