Today on reddit, I read a post about someone who is in a similar situation as me right now and contemplated about killing himself. I didn't tell him to do it, just because I don't want to face the backlash. I feel like he should, if he really feels like life is not worth living for. I am not saying this out of ill will, but because I relate to him to a degree and I think he would find peace in becoming nothingness.

I just can't relate to people dying anymore. I see it as they find peace in this miserable world, as something that many seek yet for personal or societal reasons decided not to commit suicide, or perhaps they still have this hope that things can get better. This decision base on an irrational hope, is as much as a gamble as going to the casino, if anything, it is even more ridiculous as going to the casino, because at least gambling as some sort of math supporting the probability of winning.

I can't relate to humanity anymore, you see death as tragedy, I see it as finding peace, and that is an agnostic saying that. It really doesn't make sense when a religious person cry about death, because their logic dictates the dead is in heaven, a place that is way better than earth. If for some reason they are in hell instead, than that person probably deserved to die then.