So this is going to be a more down to earth one for followers I guess.

In truth I didn’t plan on having much content. I can barely focus and get through the days as they come. Something about me just doesn’t want to. But I. Truth I think I’m just meddled and muddled with things too long to list. Sadness hasn’t gone awa and fears left here to stay.

What once was Love I find to be lust and I’m still searching now that I know what it is.

Anyway point of it all is that I’ll try to get things done for the people they mean the most to me. I’ll try anyway.