Not dead. Living in my brothers storage room with tool chests and boxes of clothes on a childs twin bed. If i stretch out i hang over the ends. My hip hurts when i walk. Diabetes is at least under control and my blood sugars under control. Almost lost my foot to an infection some time last year. Medical is taken care of cause the state gave free health care. Otherwise id have lost my foot. looking for work. i cant work retail. work that requires being physical isnt an option. My degree is being a mechanic. fuck me that was stupid. Everyone wants my physical knowledge. I cant use it. No one calls to hire me for a desk job. fuck you.

im turning 38 this week. I will die in poverty.