Buried my dog today
4 years ago
Buried my dog today. between today and last week,the tumors in his mouth doubled in size. we had him put to sleep at around noon. just finished burying him.
My brother and I are filling in the hole we are burying him in. my dad is there. he loved the guy too. my mom was there. we are not half way done filling the hole.
"Now you can focus on fixing the roof!"
I wound up to hit her with the shovel before I caught myself and told her to get the fuck away, you sociopath. She wasnt talking to me, but my dad. but fucking christ.
I need to mop my house.. there.. is a lot of dog blood stains on the floor from where his tongue tumor was bleeding.
My brother and I are filling in the hole we are burying him in. my dad is there. he loved the guy too. my mom was there. we are not half way done filling the hole.
"Now you can focus on fixing the roof!"
I wound up to hit her with the shovel before I caught myself and told her to get the fuck away, you sociopath. She wasnt talking to me, but my dad. but fucking christ.
I need to mop my house.. there.. is a lot of dog blood stains on the floor from where his tongue tumor was bleeding.

Greywolf_Blacksock
~greywolfblacksock
*hugs* my condolences. I've lost pets as well; and they were treasured family right up until the end. Stay strong, hon.

danibergson
~danibergson
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thanks.. its.. odd whats setting me off crying. like.. the sound of my own footsteps on gravel. he would hear me walking, and come running from where ever he was sleeping so he could show me the way on our walks...