art is becoming such a chore. i hate my style. i haven't improved in ~years and finding motivation is hell. i have so few followers everywhere and i just don't even want to post art if i know it's just gonna get ignored no matter what.

i have no idea what to do, i was pretty close to giving the fck up and not drawing anymore... it just sucks that i'm so awful at something that 1. i've worked on for years and 2. is my only hobby