[Thoughts] Ode of the artist.
6 years ago
So, today's been a rough day on me mentally. I've been struggling with getting back to doing art and trying to figure out how the hell a lot of these artists can swing things. I'm a bit stressed out because part of me doesn't even know what you guys want to see anymore.
I don't know if this is because of YCHaffinity or if it's because people literally aren't interested in my artwork anymore? Or how many of you even still use this website. I think I've seen maybe 5 replies to my work, and barely any attention towards my journals. I hate how spammy FA has become honestly, which is why I'm trying to branch out, use my other art websites and stuff also. I mean FA never used to be perfect regarding comments or favorites and the like, but I feel like people are using the site less or they're not even remotely interested in regular commissions. Like is it because I'm still overcharging? Or is the market too flooded? No clue.
Plus my folders are fucked up thanks to how I set them up, so I'm tempted to honestly just make two giant-ass folders instead. My gallery might shift around a little bit because it's honestly gotten a bit too confusing folder-wise for me, and for some odd reason my really old art isn't even viewable through my main gallery. o-O I really dun get it.
Anyways, yeah my head's kinda spinning. It doesn't help that the weather here is cold as fuck outside, and it's so cold that it's giving me a headache. :| I'm going to at least try to relax for a few hours today.
If on the off chance you read this, please note that I am open for commissions and that your support would be incredibly helpful. I'm not going to ask for handouts because nothing in the world is for free, and it's not great for money thanks to the holiday season having just passed. That said, a little "Hey lorena, how's you?" is always appreciated and or adding my discord, or just popping by my page to say hey, how is? Lol...
Sorry for the vent/rant but it's been an annoying day for me, and next week is going to suck thanks to having no privacy and also being somewhat financially tapped.
>>{Pineapple Princess Lorena™}
I don't know if this is because of YCHaffinity or if it's because people literally aren't interested in my artwork anymore? Or how many of you even still use this website. I think I've seen maybe 5 replies to my work, and barely any attention towards my journals. I hate how spammy FA has become honestly, which is why I'm trying to branch out, use my other art websites and stuff also. I mean FA never used to be perfect regarding comments or favorites and the like, but I feel like people are using the site less or they're not even remotely interested in regular commissions. Like is it because I'm still overcharging? Or is the market too flooded? No clue.
Plus my folders are fucked up thanks to how I set them up, so I'm tempted to honestly just make two giant-ass folders instead. My gallery might shift around a little bit because it's honestly gotten a bit too confusing folder-wise for me, and for some odd reason my really old art isn't even viewable through my main gallery. o-O I really dun get it.
Anyways, yeah my head's kinda spinning. It doesn't help that the weather here is cold as fuck outside, and it's so cold that it's giving me a headache. :| I'm going to at least try to relax for a few hours today.
If on the off chance you read this, please note that I am open for commissions and that your support would be incredibly helpful. I'm not going to ask for handouts because nothing in the world is for free, and it's not great for money thanks to the holiday season having just passed. That said, a little "Hey lorena, how's you?" is always appreciated and or adding my discord, or just popping by my page to say hey, how is? Lol...
Sorry for the vent/rant but it's been an annoying day for me, and next week is going to suck thanks to having no privacy and also being somewhat financially tapped.
>>{Pineapple Princess Lorena™}
FA+

I mean I knew FA changed, but I think unless I continue doing massively popular fandom artwork, I'm kind of going to continue fading into the dust because my watchers can't even tell that I uploaded things or if I'm open for commissions.
I'm honestly kind of annoyed with the YCH's also, I've started unwatching people that primarily or only bust those out, even if they have great fully finished pieces, I'd like to continue watching people that do maybe one YCH a month. With all these people doing them, I can't even open for one because they're selling so many that mine essentially becomes a lost cause lol.
It's kind of a mess.
Also thanks for responding. It's good to know you still are following and read the journal also. I feel less bad knowing that some of you do manage to read my stuff even if not many comment now lol.
I won't be "branching out" to other places though, be it for my own needs or to follow someone else. Too much effort to handle multiple sites of which none are good so to say.
I tend to read though the journals you (and others make) but I don't often have much to say. Art I have got much more critical about, in past I favorited a lot of stuff very easily but now when I watch 1k+ artists with inbox full of stuff every day I am only faving the most nicest things. I sometimes miss out on things when scrolling through the sea of stuff though...
I've always liked your art, though rarely comment about things. (Not a big fan of YCH stuff personally)
Past that, commissioning you would be wonderful, if money wasn't tight currently. ^-^;
I do wish you the absolute best though and hope things take a better turn for you!
I'll probably keep a running list open, if you do decide to commission me later, you know where to find me :D I hope that all is currently well for you anyways. Thanks again for responding!~
I draw to tell stories. Pinups are fine but I want to tell stories. I think furry characters are way more fun then human.
You want to see my most famous/infamous pic??
http://www.furaffinity.net/view/33312760/ Yup its GRETA! Not my comics, just me sounding off on a child propaganda star.
I have lost thousands of watchers and potential watchers just speaking on various topics. I probably lost one hundred people just saying I am conservative on a few issues. People who I thought were at least art buds dumped me!
Oh well...
Every artist feels as you feel now at some point. If you what a brat I was at my first furry con!
I should have been concentrating on skills not popularity.
This is about porn. I mean you can do something else but we are mostly porn here. Don't worry too much about porn popularity. You concentrate on your skills and draw what you want when you can. I see a lot of very good art with only a few comments and yeah it annoys me.
You do what you can to make money just stay true to yourself.
Be free in your heart and mind!
That said, FA has gotten kinda different over the past few years. Maybe it's just me, but a lot of it really is pre-poses, YCHs, and those who want to put their fursonas into as much adult artwork as they can to gain a semblance of fame and/or popularity. I've never really been much into that. It's why I don't really feel comfortable with having adult artwork of my 'sona floating around: I'm not going to have artwork done of something involving my 'avatar' that I wouldn't be willing to do myself, heh. Maybe I'm just a bit old-fashioned?
At the end of the day you have to do what makes sense to you as well as attract viewership. Don't compromise on your principles, as they're worth sticking to. As I recall you've got a very level head and do a great job of following your gut instincts. You've got this. :)
Regarding adult art, yeah I'm kind of the same way. Don't get me wrong. I do put Lorena in a few different porny or sexual images, but it's all things that I'd do in real life were I attracted to someone, so It doesn't feel inauthentic to do so. Haha. I like that you added not to compromise on my principles. It's a little difficult given my current financial status, but there's some stuff that I'm just not going to draw ever, and I don't think that will ever change.
Hopefully you've been well, haha. I'm curious what 'other interests' you were referring to but I won't pry if that makes you uncomfortable, lol! Thanks for commenting though. I wasn't sure I'd get a single response, so it's helpful to know there's at least a few people who still follow me enough to at least respond on journals and the like. :)
And, it's definitely good to stick to your principles. I don't view someone who puts their 'sona in adult images as a bad thing, though there's a major difference between having adult art of one's fursona with a partner or in a situation that suits them and getting adult artwork of themselves all over the place with any and all partners(including complete strangers). However, some view their fursonas as a separate character and in no way attached to them and their personalities/behaviors. I don't personally understand it, but it's there. Another thing that's personally kept me out of the YCH thing is that the other partner slots are a bit too open-ended for my tastes(most times). I'm straight. My fursona is straight. I'm not going to bid on a piece that's got the potential to come out with my fursona playing around with another guy. I wouldn't feel comfortable doing it in reality, so I wouldn't want artwork of it out in the ether, if that makes sense?
And, I've been alright. It's been a while since we've last talked so there's a lot that's gone on, haha. It sounds like things are going decently well for you, I hope? I don't feel uncomfortable talking about my other interests; I just end up going on about them for hours(and pages), haha. I've gotten into restoring and owning classic cars over the past few years. I now own both of my dream cars and am in the process of restoring one of them, which has been a very costly and time-consuming process(my dining room table is stacked with parts waiting to go on when the weather gets nicer, haha). Other than that there's been some major events that have made life super crazy; I essentially inherited a house last year that needs some renovation; I'm hoping to move in sometime next year. It's good crazy, at least?
And, if you want to get back in touch I should be around on Discord, Telegram, or Steam? I don't really use Skype anymore these days.
Im glad that you seem to be doing well at least. Feel free to add me there. I'm "always online" as I'm a moderator for a friends gaming channel.