I'm not gonna bother cross-posting journals. Here's a bit of an update.
I'm still working on commissions, first off. Please don't worry. It's just taking me longer than I'd like. As always discord's down below and is an option for chatting.

Health-wise, things are mostly good. I'm trying to be positive and listen to feel-good music, get my shit together, ditch the drama and enjoy life. All that fun stuff.
My mom got out of surgery fine, most of the family stuff I deal with is on the up/getting better. Granted, there's always issues, but that's life haha. In my current mental state/mania that I'm dealing with, I decided a bunch of things, while working on personal art tonight, which is slowly helping me feel less like my inner beast is trying to crawl out of a cage lol.

1) I'm dropping past drama, all of it, deadstop.
If we had beef/issues/drama in the past, regardless of what it is - I don't care anymore. I'm forgetting about it. If I watch you on here still, it's for your art, I'm watching you for art reasons.

2) I'm going to try to spend at least a few hours a day doing something -I- want to do.
It's hard to explain, but I feel trapped in my own skin, from the expectations of others. I need to relax and take more time for me.

3) I'm going to try to focus on being more social/friendly.
Feel free to talk to me more, I'll try to respond when I can, and not just ghost so much when i'm low mental energy.

I could write more, but let's be real, only like 7-8 people even read my journals these days. Lol. Regardless, if you want to know more about my current sitch/what's up.
Seriously just add me to discord and message me there, if you want more info.

I'll try to update my journals a little bit more too in the coming few months.
Thanks for your continued patience.
>>{Pineapple Princess Lorena ™}