With all the talk about the virus and the worries we have about the affects on us we are all thinking of the "what ifs" and also dealing with our own mortality. Even though im not too worried I have been thinking about what I would do if I knew I was gonna die sooner then later and really the only thing i can think of is I would cut loose seeing as it wouldnt matter soon.

Like I think I would probably draw some dirty dirty smut hehe
I choose not to draw smut becasue some part of me holds on to the idea that I could be a pro in animation or comics and I have heard that companies frown on that. I dont know how true that is seeing as I know some people that are pros and do adult stuff but its just some thing that as stuck with me, and yeah if i was dieing I wouldnt care any more

Second I would probably speak my mind more honestly. Like the first one I tried to pick my words carefully when I criticize some thing as to not hurt peoples feelings and catch the ire of the public. I dont like hurting peoples feelings and making them feel attacked but even I wanna just say "This fucking sucks" when i see some thing I dont like it

Im sure there are some other things but those are the first two that came to mind, basically I would just be more free i guess. What about all of you any thing you would want to do if you felt like our number was up" Hopefully you dont wanna do any thing thats like evil or some thing heh

Ok you all take it easy and stay healthy and dont let fear control you ^-^