I've been done my very best to struggle through college and i end up not being able to graduate as it's been 6 years that i've been attending to school. I tried my best to do what my instructor asked me to on presenting on what they want so i can progress onto the next, but things went unexpected to the way i had planned out as my hopes and dreams are slowly falling apart. Kinda sucks that i have to wait even longer just to get back to my current job at a local ice cream shop, along that I've lost a lot of connections with the friends that i have back at school and outside of school. I tried make a connection with other people online like joining a few discord servers, yet it doesn't seem that i don't fit in the crowd where i don't belong. I wonder what was wrong with me when it comes to making friends, is it the way that i couldn't be able to trust them, what about the way i talk to them because i'm certainly sure that people don't respond to the way i say, or is it that my appearance isn't similar to theirs.

Beyond that thought on how many friends i still have left, i'll cherish having them by my side. Eventually things will turn out okay even if i couldn't afford to go to college no more and it will take time for my boss to ask me to work with them again. Not only that, but urges on working out just to stay fit again ever since that i left high school.