Well, it’s been more than year since my last journal. I’ve gained one follower in the regional lead of the local furry community. I’m a little more online in terms of going in with group conversations. I still don’t really know how I fit in the group. Certainly doesn’t help being an introvert who struggles to connect with people in social settings. I’m trying to work on a fursona ... and there was the possibility of going to local meetings... and, I’m actually ok with being a furry.

Then the worlds largest public health situation hit, most countries went on lockdown and the biggest pandemic in memory hit. Now, when I’m not being a furry - I’m a health worker. However. I don’t feel deserving of the worldwide praise for the respons more medical situated health workers have made.

At most - I notice when I swipe into work, and wear PPE all the time. Oh, and get told to socially distance from some disembodied voice coming from a speaker.

I’m hoping, once lockdown is over to step out and meet people. Finish off my fursona, and maybe commission some art of it. It’s been a weird situation, but being with myself more has meant I have time to accept more of myself for what it is.

Stay safe fellow fluffies .

Ceriph