I'm normally not one to share my personal stuff online a lot but I think this is worth sharing with my watchers and commissioners

I've been struggling with my left eye for a few years now, it's gotten to the point that all I really see if I close my right eye is basic shapes, think like this, non exaggerated : http://puu.sh/FScgV/901b5cc1da.png

I had been using over the counter glasses for a while since it helped a lot with my right eye, which was probably one of the big mistakes I did.

I realized that whenever I tried focusing my left eye would start to drift a bit on it's own, I found this out like 3 weeks ago

So I finally went to the optometrist today and sadly the diagnoses came back that, my left eye is pretty much unfixable, the cornea is all scratched up and damaged.

The only solution would be surgery, and even then that would require an actual cornea donor, which I don't know if I feel right about it.

At the moment I'm just in a pretty shitty mood when it comes to this, but at least the doctor said it's not like I can develop a lazy eye out of it thankfully.