Can't talk long, but talking to people in voice chats has made a huge difference in my overall mood. I feel so much better, less like I need to write heated "closure letters" to people I don't like.

Going into voice-chat rooms might actually be the in-between I need towards overcoming my anxiety. Unlike with in-person meets, I don't feel sleighted if nobody notices me. More often then not, though, people actually do acknowledge me when I enter. It's more understandable over the phone when they literally are unable to see you sitting there. Plus, I can work on my projects while I listen to other people talk.

All the rage and resentment I felt, in hindsight only applies to a few groups. I still don't like telegram, and I still am apprehensive around a few specific people, but my inventory for interacting with other furs is much greater.

Thank you all for being so patient with me.