I realized I've never had a boyfriend he cheated on me for a woman that hurt me and crushed me really bad....That's why he never talked to me so much be left me....like I'm trash to people I feel like a worthless piece of Trash for people people to take a huge advantage of my trust and smashed it into little pieces my heart shattered into so many pieces I was hurt and crushed by the negativity of people's judgment to peoples love and relationships to others is to unfair I'm just a pice of trash for people and step on I'm just being stepped on like a little bug... Sometimes I wish I was never been born do to the fact of people's judgment to others love and relashonsips witch makes me feel unequal all over... That hurt me so bad is it me that I'm the burden or is it that someone just don't want to love the love one anymore I am still heart broke from the fact I've never had someone to love in my life.... Somehow I'm the burden all along is it true?....