I feel so down again idk why I'm feeling down all of the sudden last month my heart is broken and dead I feel like taking advantage again for not having someone to love been treated like a door Matt for everyone to while there feet on me and make me feel awfuly about life ik I'm being hard on myself but my love life doesn't matter at all to people people can't take my love seriously honesty it's like a I'm stuck In isolation with nothing sitting at the corner of the room crying myself to sleep every night feeling broken about life for why I did was wrong to other people around me and never second guess about other people's thoughts and opinions but until turns into judgement and rejection to make me feel bad about myself and always have fingers pointed at me for who I am that I'm different and never show any pride and make me feel like I'm not wanted at all for people in need for groups and talk to not even for a relationship just wanted to end it all just to leave everyone alone I'm the world and hope to make people happy....