For years I known a good friend of mine who saved me from committing suicide after what my ex put me through. We used to RP and chat more and most of all she see's me like a brother and I never had a real sister. Years later 2020...she creates this server for a group where she can get everyone to know each other. At first I am nervous but I went and tried it out. Her friends don't like me that much I know because the way they talk smart to me but SHE defends them. She went saying I have bad grammar on our RP, but she lies and tells me the real truth that she didn't want to use our characters for it and she didn't want to hurt my feelings. So saying Bad Grammar isn't gonna hurt my feelings. So I wanted to try out my other OC but I remembered her saying I have bad grammar. So I can't really tell anymore. She even RP's with them. Talks to them more then me. When I speak she then proceeds to move on with the others. Its like I am sitting in a group of students who talk and I am just sitting there quiet. So her server group on discord got to the point where its boring and SHE SAID THAT. I want to tell everyone what I did was heroic. I didn't know the women had breast cancer till after helping her. She had a seizure in my store while I was working and the employees panicked except me. Cause I knew what to do and they watched me do it and told them what they need to do. She is okay and instead of the group saying wow awesome. One of her friends is pitiful. Says the word cancer offended him or her. Even the word seizures. When I asked why she deletes my message and tells me to use it on rant. Rant is something to get off your chest? But not to them. So my sister or former friend I don't know anymore really. Attacks me calling me a jerk on her group server and she doesn't feel ashamed about it. So I talked to her privately and she said that he/she ( I don't know if its a male or female.) mother passed away 4 years ago and they were close? Okay? I didn't know that but what the fuck does that have to do what I did? She told me I started the drama and I am like WHAT? First of all that is BS I lost my grandma at a very young age from cancer I watched her slowly pass away from it. But does the word cancer offend me NO! I seen people like that kid use there dead relatives to start drama and attack the person seen it happen before. So she goes ahead and attacks me and I told her the truth that her server is filled with acid people who would start shit. I brought in a few of my friends in there and they said they felt uncomfortable. So she says fuck you to me calls me a hypocrite, and BS while I am sitting here like wtf?

Her and her ex are getting a divorce and I got a good hunch that sever of hers is that reason. Her friends she doesn't know who but is sending death threats to him. Fucked up right? Well she compared me to her ex. Her ex attacked her grandparents how the fuck are we alike? She tells me I can deny it but its the truth. BS.

She said she doesn't feel comfortable being called sis anymore it TRIGGERS her. But she then says I don't deserve to call her that. So she and I wanted a break till we got better.

FUCK YOU!

You got your DAMN FRIENDS ON MY EMAIL AND THEY SENT DEATH THREATS TO ME!!!! I hope one of your friends read this because I know one of your psycho friends of yours had something to do with it! Or maybe your just a part of it. All those things you called me keep telling yourself that BITCH! Your just as bad as what my ex did to me she cheated on me and lied to me! She even got her FANS sending death threats!

I have never been more hurt....my advice to everyone keep your friends close. Because you may never know how far this friendship will go. But sometimes you end up with a heartache.

I am broken in tears after writing this....I TRUSTED HER!