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The Year 2020 So Far
5 years ago
So, it's November and we're still waiting for the election results. The world is in chaos from COVID-19 and everyday seems to get harder, but we push through, finding ways to keep in contact with friends, meeting new ones and saying goodbye to some we thought closest.
This year is a MESS and I say we strike it from the record and hopefully move onto a better tomorrow, a president who won't demean my friends lives and a healthier outcome. I've just been put into quarantine for COVID, my close coworker has contracted it and I'm worried for him, thankfully he seems to be doing well and I'm positive for his recovery! New York State says I have to wait till the 15th to go out and live in this new normal, only a few hours in and I'm writing a journal, something that no one seems to read.
My FA friends and furry buds are getting along well, though I've been distant with work, missing pals and when I do, I seem to over power the sexual tension, and I'm having a hard time controlling it, hope we can hang out one day and it'll help alleviate the issue. Some friends though have grown distant, my closest friend, in furry and irl, has just ditched me, no reason why, no outlook to see if they ever reach out. I feel betrayed and while it hurts time to time, looking back on the relationship, maybe its the best. I look back and I feel used, my lent equipment not doing so hot, the last convo we had was paying him back, even after he owes me for so many things, then silence. I think its time to cut it loose, though I feel alone, no one friend I can see in person often.
Shit sucks and thankfully we have two months left in the year, hoping that 2021 brings out bright spots and we can work together to help rid COVID from this world, though seeing the pro Cheeto people aiming guns and more, I'm worried, the world is a scary place, even after Halloween has passed...
P.S. Sorry about the downer post, just that kind of mindset, I miss my friends, I miss cons and being able to hug a friend
P.S.S. Don't be a stranger, I'm often on telegram appledectomy (prob a lot these next ten days)
P.S.P.S.P.S.P.S.P.S.P.S.P.S.P.S.P.S.P.S. Flamm is a good kitty, you should follow them on Twitter NotFlamm
This year is a MESS and I say we strike it from the record and hopefully move onto a better tomorrow, a president who won't demean my friends lives and a healthier outcome. I've just been put into quarantine for COVID, my close coworker has contracted it and I'm worried for him, thankfully he seems to be doing well and I'm positive for his recovery! New York State says I have to wait till the 15th to go out and live in this new normal, only a few hours in and I'm writing a journal, something that no one seems to read.
My FA friends and furry buds are getting along well, though I've been distant with work, missing pals and when I do, I seem to over power the sexual tension, and I'm having a hard time controlling it, hope we can hang out one day and it'll help alleviate the issue. Some friends though have grown distant, my closest friend, in furry and irl, has just ditched me, no reason why, no outlook to see if they ever reach out. I feel betrayed and while it hurts time to time, looking back on the relationship, maybe its the best. I look back and I feel used, my lent equipment not doing so hot, the last convo we had was paying him back, even after he owes me for so many things, then silence. I think its time to cut it loose, though I feel alone, no one friend I can see in person often.
Shit sucks and thankfully we have two months left in the year, hoping that 2021 brings out bright spots and we can work together to help rid COVID from this world, though seeing the pro Cheeto people aiming guns and more, I'm worried, the world is a scary place, even after Halloween has passed...
P.S. Sorry about the downer post, just that kind of mindset, I miss my friends, I miss cons and being able to hug a friend
P.S.S. Don't be a stranger, I'm often on telegram appledectomy (prob a lot these next ten days)
P.S.P.S.P.S.P.S.P.S.P.S.P.S.P.S.P.S.P.S. Flamm is a good kitty, you should follow them on Twitter NotFlamm
Hope you don't have cv19 there though!
Politically though 2020 has been terrible as well over here in the UK. And I'm not expecting good things in the UK post brexit - which is shaping up to be a disaster. x.x
SP