Yup ,nr 5647874 of journals you probably will read again or not, thats up to you.

Me and my characters wish you ALL a Merry Christmass and eventually a happy New Year. Aswel as any other celebration you may choose to follow.

It's been a rough one for all, some more then others but i hope all is well and things get better again.


Personally for me, it's doing so-so owkayish. Work has slowed down but still enough. Real life same as ever. Got my bike fixed as the chain and weels where reaaaaaaly worn down. Also my back wheel had cracks in the frame it seems so got that replaced aswel.
Cat unfortunally died recently, mom whas very upset and down from that but sadly thats life.
Grandparents seem to do well despite their old age and luckaly so far so good still healthy despite a few setback in the year.
Got myself a new moniter and might have it next year. Went for the LG27GL850-B and am curious to see if i can tell the diffrence from the samsung syncmaster 2223nw now. Might keep this as a second screen if possible.
Still as always looking for my never ending quest on getting a brand spanking new pc rig. I've been watching youtube and looking for so many things these months it's crazy. I'd like to have a beast and boy thats gonna cost me. Can't believe i still have this 60Gigs of SSD thats filled to the brim so mutch i had to delete games to keep it a bit clear to be able to download stuff.

Art whise: Well ... am certain i wonna continue but it's taking me a lot of effort to even begin.

So with this i wonna appologise IMMENSLY to those who watch and those i watch so mutch to the point am ashamed i would be called an artist. Am just a dude who can draw a wee bit better then your average Joe.
I have pieces that should be worked on, i have things i would like to continue and finish ,i have new things i wanted to try or make that diden't ,i have pieces that would look even better when lined and coloured, i have so mutch good art in my inbox i whant to reply and give my toughts about it and comment as i understand that it realy shows how mutch worthy it is.
Again my appologies.

Sadly i just jmneow, i can't even find a word for it.

So sorry am a lazy ass, sorry i can't seem to finish things ,sorry that i keep making random stuff, sorry that i honestly can't seem to create art as it should be done and sorry if i don't reply or comment back. Or if i did, it offended and whas harmfull, i don't mean to be disrespectfull, am just limited to a very standard basic english ( and plentyfull of errors ).

I'm gonna keep on going the way i best can and do what i can even if it might not be so wonderfull like others. Also am not fishing for compliment or anything , it's just that "artist" self doubt and comparization that we shoulden't do. Just work how you like it and love it and keep on going no matter how bad i might think it is. You all let me know you enjoy it so amma gonna try and keep on going.

Thats also the biggest reason i don't do commisions ya know. I've been asked plenty of times and i would love to but taking peoples hard earned money for a crappy work that keeps being delayed. I don't like and whant that.


So to end this , happy holidays to all , may it hopefully be good ones. Keep safe, keep healthy, keep being cool and keep being awsome yall.