After a major health scare earlier and visit to the ER/ICU my best friends father is in stable condition from what I've heard recently which is a massive relief. Basically I used go date someone, became close to their family, remained good friends post breakup and have been trying to make sure these people are all okay during this time.

This scenario has had me scared shitless for the safety of my friend and his father; if anything fatal happens my friend will lose his mind. I have to be prepared for anything, the best or worst and act accordingly.

But recent update says hes stable, his kidneys are functioning again, hes alive and I'm hoping with everything in me he will be alright and continue to live a long while.

After I figure out a way to deal with rent and bills I feel like I owe them a visit. They have done more for me than my blood relatives have and they dont deserve any hardship right now. I may need help holding my head high and staying confident in the fines ahead so to my dearest friends reading this please help me stay afloat right now...and in the days to come.

For more perspective on what I'm dealing with my previous post discloses the pains I'm dealing with and can be read here:
https://www.furaffinity.net/journal/9731001/

May we all stay strong, physically and mentally, with each passing day.