So i'm here to apologize and fully correct the errors of my past.

I'm trying to refrain from getting overly personal but like many , 2020 has easily been the worst year of our lives, we lost everything and have had many MAJOR mental and physical health problems , along with having had acquired a job at a Parrot rescue that ended up being a huge set up of deeply rooted animal neglect and health code violations -

After many many animals died under the owners directions and neglect of the overall standards of living (rat infestation) , i worked up the courage to finally quit (i feared for the parrots lives so i worked there as long as i could , everytime i came back from my days off there would be birds that needed vetting due to meds not being given for 2 days straight , and since ive left sadly my fears have come true and a few high needs birds have passed) and i've been working on getting it shut down with the other past managers , this has taken a substantial amount of my time and mental energy , but it is all for the most part being handled by the proper authorities now and is out of my hands.

I digress , i am here to apologize deeply for my absences , absolutely nothing can excuse it and i will not try, nor do i wish to put my personal life on display anymore in any regards because im still not mentally 100% , i'm just at a point where it MUST be addressed and i MUST and WANT to do right, i am so fucking sorry.

I have set up a new email address FRESH for commission recovery
commissionrecovery[at]gmail.com

PLEASE EMAIL ME IF I OWE YOU ART

i have over the past year knocked out quite a few people from my backlog , however i know i do not have everyone's info and trying to organize it is far too overwhelming right now - i will be trying my best to fill in the blanks as i go, but this is my first step -

i understand anger being a first response , i'm angry at myself too, far more than anyone else may be -

I can try my best to offer refunds but they'd have to be chunked up - currently i'm unemployed and have very minimal funds - I'm just trying to get owed art finished in hopefully a timely manner.

the email is my only point of contact right now , as in one of my BPD breakdowns i mass deleted most forms of communication i had unfortunately- i sadly can not go back in time and undo what ive done, but i can try my best to make amends moving forward :(

i pray for yalls understanding though this , i will be checking the email often and replying right as i can

please , let's try and keep comments civil , i'm very overwhelmed already with coming back to finish my Q, i really would like to be able to answer everyone calmly without a big anxiety attack , but like i said above - i will understand and respect your anger , as i' m deeply upset with myself as well , this is my own fault.