MY MIA
5 years ago
After loss of job a home things got very rough mentally , and to lie and say im well enough to even talk about it , much less publicly, isn't fair.
Lot's of things have occurred and i'm not a strong person to start.
I am not the same as who I was even 3 months ago, these events have deeply impacted my mental and I am not ok.
However , I am now in a position where i have a job that understands my many limits and assists me around them allowing me to improve.
I am working thru my backlog still.
I am not back, i am not accepting commissions.
I am here to refund and finish what is owed , while also not destroying me further.
I am slow , i am quiet , i am working.
i am deeply sorry for the wait , and i wish to stress my own deep upset and myself and the situations and things that have occured around me and impacted me to the point of impairment.
I'm working with a friend to have them help me set up a way for updates to go out without it putting the heavy stress on me it use to /does currently.
I'll be keeping y'all updated in the coming few weeks with the next step forward publicly , then hopefully the rest will be finished person to person quickly -
after im done with my backlog i'll be taking a step back to re-evaluate my art and direction , however i will not be publicly open for commissions for the foreseeable future.
comments are disabled due to my own fear of being overwhelmed - my next journal , they will not be , please save grievances if you can till i have the mental energy - i deeply wish to solve things, not hide.
thank y'all for reading, i'm sorry.
Lot's of things have occurred and i'm not a strong person to start.
I am not the same as who I was even 3 months ago, these events have deeply impacted my mental and I am not ok.
However , I am now in a position where i have a job that understands my many limits and assists me around them allowing me to improve.
I am working thru my backlog still.
I am not back, i am not accepting commissions.
I am here to refund and finish what is owed , while also not destroying me further.
I am slow , i am quiet , i am working.
i am deeply sorry for the wait , and i wish to stress my own deep upset and myself and the situations and things that have occured around me and impacted me to the point of impairment.
I'm working with a friend to have them help me set up a way for updates to go out without it putting the heavy stress on me it use to /does currently.
I'll be keeping y'all updated in the coming few weeks with the next step forward publicly , then hopefully the rest will be finished person to person quickly -
after im done with my backlog i'll be taking a step back to re-evaluate my art and direction , however i will not be publicly open for commissions for the foreseeable future.
comments are disabled due to my own fear of being overwhelmed - my next journal , they will not be , please save grievances if you can till i have the mental energy - i deeply wish to solve things, not hide.
thank y'all for reading, i'm sorry.
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