so sorry- i completely forgot to update here !!! ive been slowly replying and working though backlog emails !! i've gotten around 1/6th though - i'm still working odd jobs to cover expenses so i dont rely on commissions as a crutch for money !! so im a bit slow on art BUT IT IS HAPPENING (thats whats started this cycle in the first place- i have to have a separate income till i can set up a system i wont fail )

I'm still not like - 100% mentally on top , and isolation depression has been hitting hard like im sure it has for everyone , so i'm just trying to not completely overwhelm myself with "coming back" till i'm around 1/3rd though my backlog - so im so so so sorry i havnt publicly updated here yet - it's still a lot , and being on this site even makes me panic ((hence why i'm exclusively talking through gmail))

I will do my absolute best to post bi-weekly or monthly updates tho just so y'all know i havent vanished again- i wasnt trying to worry any one!! TTATT i just am replying one at a time - i'm slowly finding a groove tho and my backlog isnt nearly as overwhelming as i thought it was going to be - but social communication is gonna take a second still gonna take me a bit, my brains playing catch up