Today I've been moody kind of betrayed pushed around I just don't know how I feel right now. My day felt like crap to be honest today someone judge me before they know me It felt like a attack to my feelings and it trigger me it felt like darts in a target board I just can't get the feeling why the world turns it's back on me so I can feel bad what ever I do to those people I'm sorry for making you mad or annoyed I guess I didn't change for who I am I was trying to change for people so they can like me. Sometimes it's a heavy burden to have Autism and being disabled I feel like a idiot and not to bright. But I have a heart idk if I have a soul... I'm not asking for pity I just want to know what's wrong with me and my life?....