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Well....Looks like the cat is outta the diaperbag.... BADUM TISH!
Elly belongs to
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Well....Looks like the cat is outta the diaperbag.... BADUM TISH!
Elly belongs to
If you really can't wait to see what happens next. The next TWO pages can be found on my patreon over here on the $10 tier https://www.patreon.com/squiggle
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The courage it takes to admit it to someone who may not understand. Even if they are a lifelong friend. I still have some friends that I wouldn't admit being an ABDL to.
Tell them I'm kinky? Sure. Tell them I like BDSM and being tied up and hit? Why not? Tell them that I am a little and I like wearing and using diapers???
Nope. Nu-uh. No way.
Way to go Star. I couldn't imagine having to admit that or being confronted with the "paraphernalia".
Truly wish ABDL and little space and all that wasn't more taboo than other things in the kink spectrum.
Tell them I'm kinky? Sure. Tell them I like BDSM and being tied up and hit? Why not? Tell them that I am a little and I like wearing and using diapers???
Nope. Nu-uh. No way.
Way to go Star. I couldn't imagine having to admit that or being confronted with the "paraphernalia".
Truly wish ABDL and little space and all that wasn't more taboo than other things in the kink spectrum.
The thing I find very interesting with this page is how Star becomes very small when she starts telling Elly, small in the way that she seems to huddle together which is a method commonly attributed to ppl that have been abused either physically or psychologically, my understand behind it (and my own experience) is that even if you don't expect something physical to happen you try to make yourself the smallest possible target.
I do wonder if this was done on purpose or if it's just a thing that's become very synonymous with people being timid or shy about something
I do wonder if this was done on purpose or if it's just a thing that's become very synonymous with people being timid or shy about something
ya know, the funny thing about this comic is that my own mother found my diapers TODAY. I bought some megamax and wanted to see if i went down a size after losing weight so among them was a pack a size smaller than normal. when i saw they didn't fit i set them aside....in the living room. when she came in to my apartment yesterday to see my new kittens she saw them and i had to go through the awkward process of explaining myself. she told me she didn't care and that my secret was safe with her. but oh my god i wanted to die. i can only hope Star's RoomMate handles this situation just as well.
I personally think (and so do others) that the paper is a note Manda left for Star when she first gave the diapers, you can find the note on page 280. It's also neat to see that Manda talks about needing an escape, so hopefully Elly read it, which starts as an understanding that Star has friends and isn't alone in her kink and little side.
I'm sure she didn't mean it this way, but Elly's statement of "I suppose it depends on why you have that stuff in the first place" in response to Star's fear of being hated by her is rather scary. It comes across as her saying her love is conditional on Star having a good reason for having diapers and such, even if she merely said that because she's afraid the reason may be bad. I get that there may be some bad reasons to have such things, especially in the mind of someone who doesn't know, but still... to be told that your love of me is conditional on anything is scary.
You make a fair point; I'm not sure I can truthfully say I have, since humans are fallible. That said, there's a difference between failing to be unconditionally loving by mistake and intentionally putting a condition on that love. I've never had someone tell me "I'll love you unless..." or "I'll love you if...". That feels different and scary to me.
Agreed... But, I'll take it a step further... What POSSIBLE condition could there be between those two that they wouldn't've picked up on *very* long ago in their relationship?!
I mean, does Elly think, suddenly, (or maybe always has) that Star's a secret axe murderer, and somehow kept it hidden all this time? So, it's worse than conditional love based on arbitrary choice of conditions, it's about the complete lack of trust, the complete lack of understanding, that Elly should damn-well know better than, from *years* of experience with Star.
If someone, some random stranger, were to badmouth Star to Elly, Elly has shown, in this, that she would have no problem trusting that complete stranger's slander, lies, or even mere presumptuousness, over what she *knows* of Star. And, worse, that she'd be willing to repeat that slander, or even add to it with "evidence" that is nothing but consequential...
I mean, does Elly think, suddenly, (or maybe always has) that Star's a secret axe murderer, and somehow kept it hidden all this time? So, it's worse than conditional love based on arbitrary choice of conditions, it's about the complete lack of trust, the complete lack of understanding, that Elly should damn-well know better than, from *years* of experience with Star.
If someone, some random stranger, were to badmouth Star to Elly, Elly has shown, in this, that she would have no problem trusting that complete stranger's slander, lies, or even mere presumptuousness, over what she *knows* of Star. And, worse, that she'd be willing to repeat that slander, or even add to it with "evidence" that is nothing but consequential...
I think this goes a little to far. There is nothing evident that Elly doesn't trust Star or that she'd trust a stranger more than her.
Also, the statement should be kept in context. Star literally said before that she thought Elly would hate her after finding the stuff. I guess this plays a major role in the statement. Like going from best friends to hatred is an enormous step.
After that "build up" my head would too go "What on earth could be bad enough to make her think that" so "depends" is a perfectly reasonable response without being anything less of a good friend
(Hope this is understandable, I sometimes have a hard time expressing my thoughts in English)
Also, the statement should be kept in context. Star literally said before that she thought Elly would hate her after finding the stuff. I guess this plays a major role in the statement. Like going from best friends to hatred is an enormous step.
After that "build up" my head would too go "What on earth could be bad enough to make her think that" so "depends" is a perfectly reasonable response without being anything less of a good friend
(Hope this is understandable, I sometimes have a hard time expressing my thoughts in English)
Apologies, a lot of backlash and lest I turn the entire comment section to this topic, I'll reply to you specifically.
The above comment, of mine, was based on past experience from many folk who had demonstrated supportiveness to extents far greater than running out in pajamas to defend me from potential physical threats... However, when the threat was, instead, purely psychological, they were too willing to listen to self-proclaimed experts who knew nothing of me, over their own literal decades of experience with me. It happened countless times.
While it's unfair of me to allude that Elly's character, here, is like that, and even more unfair to allude you yourself are, the fact is after seeing that I wasn't the only one (albeit only two of us) who took that response as indicative of untrustworthiness, I felt it somewhat important to express the importance of such matters.
I probably went a bit overboard in doing-so, but i feel this particular forum is one full of folk who are young and exploring things that really are poorly-understood by the masses and experts/authorities, alike. This is risky stuff to be encouraging, when youth are very idealistic, and yet one day will turn 18 and suddenly so easily can be misconstrued in the most awful ways anyone could misjudge. Trust is *very* important. Not just that they don't mean to ever harm, not just that they'll protect from harm, but also that they'll defend even the things they may not understand or know anything about, nor have ever had reason to ever ponder until prompted. e.g. "It may seem that way to you, but I know her better than that. While I may not know *the* explanation, yet, I'm sure it's nothing like you imagine."
As Somn01 pointed out, I guess it makes sense how Star's "I thought you'd hate me" could've thrown Elly for an unexpected loop, *suddenly* wondering, the other way around, what Star could possibly be hiding that could turn their relationship to hate (as opposed to Elly's having wondered all along). So, maybe, "the shoe is on the other foot..." It more shows Star's distrust, at this moment, of Elly, which, put another way, is that Star is very vulnerable right now and likely seeing monsters everywhere around her. Fair enough. And...
I apologize for making you out to be untrustworthy (and also apologize if it seemed I was making real-life Star to be inconsiderate in her comic).
The above comment, of mine, was based on past experience from many folk who had demonstrated supportiveness to extents far greater than running out in pajamas to defend me from potential physical threats... However, when the threat was, instead, purely psychological, they were too willing to listen to self-proclaimed experts who knew nothing of me, over their own literal decades of experience with me. It happened countless times.
While it's unfair of me to allude that Elly's character, here, is like that, and even more unfair to allude you yourself are, the fact is after seeing that I wasn't the only one (albeit only two of us) who took that response as indicative of untrustworthiness, I felt it somewhat important to express the importance of such matters.
I probably went a bit overboard in doing-so, but i feel this particular forum is one full of folk who are young and exploring things that really are poorly-understood by the masses and experts/authorities, alike. This is risky stuff to be encouraging, when youth are very idealistic, and yet one day will turn 18 and suddenly so easily can be misconstrued in the most awful ways anyone could misjudge. Trust is *very* important. Not just that they don't mean to ever harm, not just that they'll protect from harm, but also that they'll defend even the things they may not understand or know anything about, nor have ever had reason to ever ponder until prompted. e.g. "It may seem that way to you, but I know her better than that. While I may not know *the* explanation, yet, I'm sure it's nothing like you imagine."
As Somn01 pointed out, I guess it makes sense how Star's "I thought you'd hate me" could've thrown Elly for an unexpected loop, *suddenly* wondering, the other way around, what Star could possibly be hiding that could turn their relationship to hate (as opposed to Elly's having wondered all along). So, maybe, "the shoe is on the other foot..." It more shows Star's distrust, at this moment, of Elly, which, put another way, is that Star is very vulnerable right now and likely seeing monsters everywhere around her. Fair enough. And...
I apologize for making you out to be untrustworthy (and also apologize if it seemed I was making real-life Star to be inconsiderate in her comic).
I'd see it less of Star distrusting Elly either. I think it is more that Star believes their relationship to be more fragile than it actually is. Trust is a bit of a tricky term in this context in my opinion, but everyone sees things differently
Anyway thanks for the more detailed insight of the thought process behind your comment, its always interesting to get more insights ^-^
Anyway thanks for the more detailed insight of the thought process behind your comment, its always interesting to get more insights ^-^
I love the inner child angle to explain ABDL myself; it feels like an aspect most people can at least understand... even many non-ABDLs can understand wanting to be a kid again from time to time... because it's basically just that, but we like to be younger then most and feel the urge more strongly then most.
I know it's unlikely, but some part of me is hoping Elly's response here to be "damn it, I miss *one* party, and it's the first one you went to" if Star explains everything.
More realistically, I'm hoping that she's either supportive and willing to learn more, or maybe even willing to try it herself.
More realistically, I'm hoping that she's either supportive and willing to learn more, or maybe even willing to try it herself.
That would be great if she is willing to try it out. I don't really see that happening tho. I guess it's more like: Just be safe in what you do.
Personally I think that is even more valuable to say: I cannot understand, but it's not illegal and it seems to not harm anyone, so have fun with it. Then a twist where the other person was into this all along.
Also Elly's initial reaction would not have been "What on earth...?" If she was part of AB/DL to begin with
Personally I think that is even more valuable to say: I cannot understand, but it's not illegal and it seems to not harm anyone, so have fun with it. Then a twist where the other person was into this all along.
Also Elly's initial reaction would not have been "What on earth...?" If she was part of AB/DL to begin with
That's fair, and I can see that too. But a guy can dream.
As to her being part of it? You could easily spin her reactions thus far as being caught totally off guard by the fact that she Star is into this as well, and she totally missed it.
Actually, that second one sounds like a comedy skit: two people with the same kink, both trying to hide it from the other.
But yeah, I agree that it's more likely that she'll just try to be supportive, even if she doesn't understand.
As to her being part of it? You could easily spin her reactions thus far as being caught totally off guard by the fact that she Star is into this as well, and she totally missed it.
Actually, that second one sounds like a comedy skit: two people with the same kink, both trying to hide it from the other.
But yeah, I agree that it's more likely that she'll just try to be supportive, even if she doesn't understand.
Hopfully she understands and becomes another mom or big sister so that Star can run around in her diapers in their house and not feel shy. Or she could want to try it and become a new little sister that would be cool as well keep going I really like this series and the others you are working on.
When I have that talk with someone I usually explain the following in some order:
I feel that I didn't have a childhood (Personal issues, too mature too soon, bad surroundings, etc.) and that I do this to get some of that back.
I use it as a way to handle the stress of my adult life, as a sort of regression therapy.
That it has nothing to do with pedophilia. I want to BE a child, NOT BE in a relationship with one.
Also for me personally: If I didn't suffer from a severe physically disability then it'd be easier to handle the duality of being an adult, while, sometimes, wanting to be a child.
I feel that I didn't have a childhood (Personal issues, too mature too soon, bad surroundings, etc.) and that I do this to get some of that back.
I use it as a way to handle the stress of my adult life, as a sort of regression therapy.
That it has nothing to do with pedophilia. I want to BE a child, NOT BE in a relationship with one.
Also for me personally: If I didn't suffer from a severe physically disability then it'd be easier to handle the duality of being an adult, while, sometimes, wanting to be a child.
thank you for this comic for - Wait 8 Years! I found this comic a couple months ago on e621, and was enticed by it. I don't have an account on that page (but i also didn't on this one).
From my previous experience I always see e621 link back to here anyways, so i decided to create an account here.
It is amazing how you manage to get pages out so consistently over such a period of time.
I'm not sure if I would consider myself to have any ab/dl kink at all, but I still find myself looking forward to new pages already.
There are other comics sure, but this one is unique in its quantiaty and (that goes for all of your comics I believe) quality. Your pictures just feel more complete and full than some other comics.
I just wanted to say thanks for your comics and dedication (even if I don't show it, and even if my profile is blank now. I'm worried about being recognised, indulging in this and even writing these last couple of words down, but I hope that I'll give this commect extra credibility. Hopefully nothing goes to shit from writing this...).
From my previous experience I always see e621 link back to here anyways, so i decided to create an account here.
It is amazing how you manage to get pages out so consistently over such a period of time.
I'm not sure if I would consider myself to have any ab/dl kink at all, but I still find myself looking forward to new pages already.
There are other comics sure, but this one is unique in its quantiaty and (that goes for all of your comics I believe) quality. Your pictures just feel more complete and full than some other comics.
I just wanted to say thanks for your comics and dedication (even if I don't show it, and even if my profile is blank now. I'm worried about being recognised, indulging in this and even writing these last couple of words down, but I hope that I'll give this commect extra credibility. Hopefully nothing goes to shit from writing this...).
LOL
Yeah, I mean, mine's a friggin' snowflake... princess... so friggin' needy... Can'teven friggin' potty train her, after all these years?! "Lazy Bum" sounds about right for a onesie screenprint Daddy chose for her.
Or "moocher" or "parasite"... d'aww she heard me...
Sorry, princess, you know I love you just the way you are.
Yeah, I mean, mine's a friggin' snowflake... princess... so friggin' needy... Can'teven friggin' potty train her, after all these years?! "Lazy Bum" sounds about right for a onesie screenprint Daddy chose for her.
Or "moocher" or "parasite"... d'aww she heard me...
Sorry, princess, you know I love you just the way you are.
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