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4 years ago
I dont have time to write a big long thing right now. I'm still trying to peice what's left of my life back togeather.
My fiancé
RobotFace is in jail right now awaiting self defense trial for having to kill the guy that tried to kill him, tried to kill us, and who we found out had poisoned me while I was pregnant, Killing our son.
I have struggled to try and keep things togeather since he was taken away last year. I also had another friend of my own in the last year since my fiancé was put away, came I to my life like he was trying to help, swept me off me feet... well then this guy too ended up turning on me suddenly and tried to kill me twice after three months. He beat me with my own gun, strangled me and tried to stab me with a big knife. Which I barely managed to fight him off. Since I'm still here to write this now speaks otherwise.
I have graphic images of being covered in my own Blood from my head wounds that are now gnarly scars I had on both sides of my head. Which can be seen here WARNING: GRAPHIC! BLOOD!
https://photos.app.goo.gl/immKho7ZZtrrSCXc9
This shit really happened. This is not makeup, I survived this. I have ptsd from it, I had to have four root canals and crowns done on several of my broken teeth and suffered a broken left orbital and brain damage as well.
This guy Is currently in jail! And I am awaiting awaiting his sentencing trial to go tell them how all this has impacted me. I lost two of my dogs, two of my cats, my house, and a great deal of our things in the process of all this. I am now in another state having fled nv with my dad.
It has not been an easy or nice in the last couple years. Art is not something I cant come back to right now. I have had all my equipment either destroyed or stolen from me during all this. My place was raided several times while I was away trying to be someplace safe.
So long story short. I have quite literally been through hell, so I am so sorry to everyone who lost me here and has missed me. I have missed you all too very much. Thank you for your well wishes all this time. Really..,. Thank you. I can't say that enough.
My fiancé
RobotFace is in jail right now awaiting self defense trial for having to kill the guy that tried to kill him, tried to kill us, and who we found out had poisoned me while I was pregnant, Killing our son. I have struggled to try and keep things togeather since he was taken away last year. I also had another friend of my own in the last year since my fiancé was put away, came I to my life like he was trying to help, swept me off me feet... well then this guy too ended up turning on me suddenly and tried to kill me twice after three months. He beat me with my own gun, strangled me and tried to stab me with a big knife. Which I barely managed to fight him off. Since I'm still here to write this now speaks otherwise.
I have graphic images of being covered in my own Blood from my head wounds that are now gnarly scars I had on both sides of my head. Which can be seen here WARNING: GRAPHIC! BLOOD!
https://photos.app.goo.gl/immKho7ZZtrrSCXc9
This shit really happened. This is not makeup, I survived this. I have ptsd from it, I had to have four root canals and crowns done on several of my broken teeth and suffered a broken left orbital and brain damage as well.
This guy Is currently in jail! And I am awaiting awaiting his sentencing trial to go tell them how all this has impacted me. I lost two of my dogs, two of my cats, my house, and a great deal of our things in the process of all this. I am now in another state having fled nv with my dad.
It has not been an easy or nice in the last couple years. Art is not something I cant come back to right now. I have had all my equipment either destroyed or stolen from me during all this. My place was raided several times while I was away trying to be someplace safe.
So long story short. I have quite literally been through hell, so I am so sorry to everyone who lost me here and has missed me. I have missed you all too very much. Thank you for your well wishes all this time. Really..,. Thank you. I can't say that enough.
Stay strong and make sure the filth that did this to you goes to jail for a long time!
Secondly. I didn't know and never suspected you were female.
Wow that is a lot of crazy in Nevada.. What are the odds so many people trying to kill you in a short period of time. Poisoning? Fff.. I hope your fiancee gets off on reasonable grounds.
Where the heck war zone were you living in?
I am sorry this has happened to you. But glad you are still around. -hugs-
Wow.. I am glad to hear you are alive. Missed you.
Sorry this happened. :/
Humble Bundle runs Art Program Pay what you want deals all the time.
I picked up a copy back in 2016 on sale and never used it, took a bit of digging but I eventually managed to find the licence key for it via their site, didn't have to re-buy it when I picked it up again this year.
Good to see you posting and alive, I'm wishing you and your partner all the best! I hope your path to recovery and stability is swift!
I'm so happy to see your name back in my feed, for what its worth, even from this (possibly) random person you've likely spoken to once or twice in a comment somewhere.
Hang in there and stay safe. My day has gotten much brighter seeing you light it up again.
And of course, WELCOME back. You better stick around this time
I will stick around! I am in a place in my life I can come back now and at the very least, talk to everyone again. Once I land at a more stable location and restore my missing equipment and set up. Then ill attempt to do art again too. Not sure how long that'll be, I can't give an eta. I'm just getting over the fact and glad to still be here atm.
I'm never but a message away. I've told you that for years, and I still mean it even now. You've been someone I look up to, trust, and care about. You're a friend. You're family, in a way, to me. I'm sorry I could not be closer to be there to help beyond words or a voice on the internet, but that's the dice roll we were dealt.
Don't apologize for the work you owe or the lack thereof the means to get it done. That will come with time and patience. Focus on you, your health, and getting your fiancé sorted out. Be there for him as much as you can. Please be safe, and please focus on yourselves for now. It's been a hard road for the both of you these past few years. I know you two need time to get things worked out.
Only do what you can right now. Heal, rest, little steps.
I'm always here if you need to reach out, okay? Discord or otherwise. Note me if you need anything.
Please take care of yourself, and we'll see you when you get things settled.
Dunno the motivation behind the dude behaviour, just It's a mad mad mad mad world
Please take care of yourself; we can all only hope for the best and continue to support you during this devastating time.
You've gone through so much, you're still here. You're strong.
I hope that everything gets better from here on out for you.
I had no idea what was going on... this really is one hell to survive! best wishes for your fiance, and may the other guy lose his soap in the prison shower regularly enough for his butt to fall off and crawl away!
*hugs*
some character in some western pulp novel once said that their dad said, "You may do or do not what you want, but you have to suffer the consequences."
But I am glad to hear from you after the long time, I had to think about what might have happend from time to time
I just hope that everything starts improving for you from here on out.
If you need anything, let me know. I've had a change
in my Telegram, so keep in touch, if you can.
I'm glad you're ok though. Just focus a bit on 'you'
right now.
Also, apparently It's been a year! Time Flies I guess. You still doing alright? Any Update to the situation? Your dad taking good care of you?
I gotta be honest, after all these years I have been thinking about your works every now and then. You have so much talent and it just crazy to think you went through all of this. I do not use FA anymore and been pretty quiet about furry stuff but I am glad you still kicking!!!