This shit with my mother is really terrible on my mental health. Ive just been completely depressed after months of being really okay. I'm just not able to take anyone elses problems on. I want to help but I'm going through a lot of pain and heartbreak right now. I just hope that people can understand that I want to help but I'm mentally not capable of it at the moment. I'm having a really hard time reaching out to people. And a lot of my friends are bad with that too so I feel pretty isolated sometimes. I know its not their fault and they have stuff their going through too. I want to help them but I feel so incredibly weighed down right now. I feel like a bad friend because I cant help people. I just feel bad in general.