I will admit I was under the influence when I wrote that last journal, probably not a good idea and it has been something I have been getting better at my drinking and all.
I just had a day that was more pressure than normal and I had a moment of weakness, let my extreme emotions get the better of me when it was at it's worse with no filter.

I do apologize to anyone who read that, but it is true it has been hard for me to get things finished within the last year or two. It just has been slow but not dead completely, I do have physical limitations and some other problems that effects my concentration. And their are people out there with it worse, so that is why I am reposting this in my right mind to say that I am working on it and bettering my life for anyone who cares or not.

Be well you all <3