All I can say is yes I have been gone for a good long time, thing went from really bad to worse than bad. I have been dealing with not only substance abuse but also extreme chronic depression, hard to do anything when you either want to drink yourself to death or sleep for more than you are awake. I have been belittled by a lot of people for this mindset telling me I am either faking it, or I am not trying hard enough to stop being lazy and useless.

I don't like to think people would talk to me like this but this has been a 8 year thing that never stopped since then including close family and people I loved, I am trying to get my mental health back and start reinventing my own Sona as the Pathfinder Minotaur that was a brutal warlord. He has his main Minotaur form that is 7'9, but his Half fiend/Minotaur form is much bigger not forgetting his Balor/Minotaur form. Gonna have a new more sinister/occult version of him that he was meant to be but I forget it when I originally got art for him.

I don't know when I am going to start making more music or my reinvented version of him, but I will try my best this year. My best is all I can try at this point right? I hope so.