I have a dilemma what to write here. it's only my second birthday since I joined here, and the first one I am writing about in public. Throughout each subsequent month, countless moments happened here, sometimes good, sometimes bad, sometimes touching the heart.

When I look at my past, I cannot believe how things turned out for me, what a great chance I got from the fate when I found this community. I tried to keep everyone I dealt with in the best possible attitude towards me, sometimes it worked, sometimes it didn't. however, those who stayed with me, long ago started to mean more to me than just online friendships, in some cases I can say more than a real best friends. Until now, I can't believe that despite my introverted soul, I was able to find such amazing friends here, and that they didn't turn their backs on me right away. I consider my life here as a huge clock mechanism, and the people who helped me settle up here, are the scattered parts of this mechanism, and only everything together is able to function smoothly and efficiently ^^

With each passing day here I am more and more aware of how important it all is, how much I have to take care of it. I will not leave this place, certainly not voluntarily. if something forces me to do it, I will fight with it until my last breath. it's all of you who give me the strength to survive another day, the acquaintance with you allows me to stay here ;3 thank you all, my best friends and people with whom I still work on the bond, thank you again for being here with me <3