I just want it all to stop, i want to have a normal life like all the people, i don't want to be scared from fake fears, i just want to be normal, i feel as tears are falling from my eyes as i am writing this. I want to be helped but my memory has gone void and i dont know even the reason i feeling so bad.
What have i done to deserve this? I always have been good to people and always just wanted to help them.
If i suicide, than all this pain will just stop right? If i die now, i will not bring any more sadness and disappointment to people around me, right? I think this is the best way. I'll think about it.