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2 years ago
Hi there dudes! Hope most of you are well. I admittedly was a bit offline and spent time with my relatives and tried to get my mind off the somewhat unlucky times I faced recently. Some of you already were supportive when the year started and I appreciate it, understanding that I cannot keep sighing at things that I cannot control any longer.
Birthay greets
Anyways, first I wanna send out greets to all folks who I missed their b-day journals of late. I hope your new years of life will bring happy surprises and success for all the plans that you're making. I myself am also just another week away from my next b-day and I wish for the same as every other year: for that all the kind people that I know to stay at good health and find joy because that makes me happy. ^_^
(Well, I definitely also would enjoy watching the new "The Super Mario Bros. Movie" when it comes out in the cinemas and I'm excited for "The Legend of Zelda: Tears of the Kingdom" as well. I might perhaps enjoy supporting some folks with a commission to spoil myself a little for the occasion, hehe. <X3)
That all said, I am sorry for that I didn't put up a new journal earlier. I have a bit of a hard time of late to sort my thoughts. But I should explain.
What a winter
It is no secret that I have been a bit in a loop since back when the whole world got into a frenzy around 2020. People didn't get to see each other often and it was the same for me. Next to daily duties and some urgent family matters at home I kinda fell infected by the depression of how tense people all were to one another. One didn't feel that just IRL but also when visiting online platforms. To me it always felt like there was an awful shift and to this day I am often still confused about the interactions that I had with some people.
To somewhat recap things from my previous journal: Some unreasonable voices told me to keep silent, that my opinions and generally me as a person would not matter. And I regrattably believed them. Busy with healing from a hospital treatment and shortly after the recovery from it, a bad thing happened with my home caused by a very strong rainfall.
Such things all pretty much piled on each other and I didn't want to bother anyone here.
I have been doing my usual daily duties of late, occasionally been enjoying my hobbies in gaming and watching animated content and YouTube, and while it mostly has only been during lunch breaks and while having dinner, I still feel bad over that I make people wait. I guess the occasional browsing on FA and exchanging through notes definitely isn't enough (and it doesn't even excuse that I couldn't muster up enough inspiration to properly phrase nice art feedbacks or getting to submit one of my doodles). I actually have often pondered with the idea of figuring myself and my tastes out better, but now in hindsight it feels like I'm procastinating. Sorry regarding that. I want to properly show gratitude to everybody still, even if my replies might not all live up against the long wait time. <:3
As for my problems of recent times, I feel like I'm becoming too self-critical. As stated, I gave into some bad influences before, but worse things just kept popping up. For example I ran into a person who started stalking me, made very hurtful remarks and terrorized me for a while. I also faced a pretty strong stab into the heart when a local friend of mine that I knew for years, suddenly decided to ghost me. I actually went with a strong cold to their house one day and waited for them to come home for six hours, carrying their birthday gift with me. I ended up leaving it there and I realized that they dumped our friendship for good. I don't know why they changed like that but I believed at the time even more that it must have been my fault alone. That I simply am not meant to make people happy or find luck because I'm such a 'vanilla' boring casual person, a talk-a-lot and a talentless neet.
*sighs*
Anyways, on top of all that, people that I considered thinking of me, also forgot about me. I would have had the potential chance to go on my very first big travel this year but said people just didn't consider me like originally planned and bought tickets without asking me. I guess it's not that bad, but it still bites since we did plan to someday go on that trip for years together...but I guess some folks simply prefer to stay among themselves.
Some kind people have already told me that I shouldn't feel selfish or the guilt for when bad things happen, but at times I cannot but point at myself and ponder if I ever can share some fun experiences with people like they used to be. I just feel frustrated that no matter how hard I try, people seem to find ways to tell me that they are disappointed in me, or at least make me feel like they are better off with me not being around. ó_ò''
So you see, I have struggled a lot to get back to being more positive thinking that I am not much of help to others, that people might even get annoyed by me. I am afraid to waste time and spoil the fun. And when it comes to it all, I simply yearn for that I can share my joy again without feeling like it being a forbidden action. <X3
On a more positive note, because I don't wish to worry you all too much, I feel like a good conversation topic is in regards of the creative community, what I think counts for me a lot in regards of creative projects. I know people usually are rather specific with browsing for only some certain subjects, characters and whatnot, but rather than that I wanna focus on something else.
Themes, Arts,Vibes
As much of you guys know, I have never been much interested in anything past G-rated artwork. I have seen people mark certain subjects different ages, but when it cames to imagery that most usually think of when using the term 'mature' in the community, I usually am one who rather likes to remove the elements of that nature from his mind and rather tries to define content more by the emotions that they evoke and elements of expression. I will try to summarize the things that I like and perhaps you might find it fun to think about it with me. =3
What vibes do I find enjoyable?
Motifs/Situations with a ...
1.) Cute/ Wholesome vibe
That sugary kind of heartwarming feel that you get when looking at a character, a photo, a story that makes you say "Aww! Adorable!". Sometimes you just love to see good things happening to them, perhaps you enjoy character actions like hugs and nuzzles, simpler designs and added accessories and costumes sweet. It is pretty much like the puppies and kitten effect and I can relate why people often just cannot but appreciate that vibe.
2.) Playful/ Silly vibe
With this one I generally mean it's nice to see characters simply having a casual fun time. If you can treat things in an innocent mindset and feel like there is that expression of optimism going on, it doesn't matter if the art is particularly following an ordinary nature. I personally love the power of imagination in fictional works and having characters acting inventively, without huge focus on seriousness, it just all adds to the entertainment. Colorful designs, courage to easygoing themes, it's all nice.
3.) Cool vibe
Fan art! It is pretty much what became my major reason to be impressed and follow what people other than myself appreciate about franchises, characters and whatnot. Whether it is giving stylish aesthetics to a design, referencing scenes that you found awesome, thinking of ways to picture and embrace the things that inspire you, such are things I find cool. Neat poses, impressive displays of abilities and simply showing off the appreciation as well as what embodies making the things you like, shine.
4.) Over the top (meant in a positive way) vibe
Kinda an extension to the playful/silly vibe, but taking things you find the idea fun of and piling a lot of such wackier ideas on top of one another. Like, I love the fun and fantastic. Go with your own rules like Toon Physics, a fairy-tail-esque plot at times and dream along feels so interesting. Things can go a bit out of control but still end up with characters to have a jolly adventure. Magic, mythical Creatures and less focus on realism is where I can often feel my interest drift towards. After all, not even the sky's the limit when daydreaming some. =3
5.) Happy / Comforting vibe
In a way connected to the silly and playful vibe. I just am happy when I see characters and art motifs shout 'pure fun'. It's löovely to see when you can share art experiences with others through friendly company, making treasures of fond memories by exchanging what makes you feel like you are on the same wavelength. Other than just that, it's nice to see something where the characters are having a relaxing and cheerful time. When people treat each other well, love their creations and you can realize what a funfilled project it likely must have been for them, then that joy keeps coming back each time wehn revisiting such works.
That all said, I of course would be happy to further find out if I encountered specific ideas and concepts that I look at as especially intruiging or have a soft spot for, and might show a few examples in future journals.
Would be of course great to hear your opionons. Are you liking some of the similar vibes than I am and perhaps you wanna share examples of them with me? Possibly you might prefer vibes that go more into a different direction than myself. I'd be interested to listen to you and thank you for taking the time to read and reply to me here. ^_^
If any of you might like to ask me anything, I am of course happy to join the conversation with you and answer any question.
Best wishes for the start into the warmer months (northern heimisphere) / the colder ones (if you are from the southern hemisphere). Just take care to catch neither hayfever or a cold.
*Shiny leaves early Totodile's Day balloons* 🎈🎈🎈
Birthay greets
Anyways, first I wanna send out greets to all folks who I missed their b-day journals of late. I hope your new years of life will bring happy surprises and success for all the plans that you're making. I myself am also just another week away from my next b-day and I wish for the same as every other year: for that all the kind people that I know to stay at good health and find joy because that makes me happy. ^_^
(Well, I definitely also would enjoy watching the new "The Super Mario Bros. Movie" when it comes out in the cinemas and I'm excited for "The Legend of Zelda: Tears of the Kingdom" as well. I might perhaps enjoy supporting some folks with a commission to spoil myself a little for the occasion, hehe. <X3)
That all said, I am sorry for that I didn't put up a new journal earlier. I have a bit of a hard time of late to sort my thoughts. But I should explain.
What a winter
It is no secret that I have been a bit in a loop since back when the whole world got into a frenzy around 2020. People didn't get to see each other often and it was the same for me. Next to daily duties and some urgent family matters at home I kinda fell infected by the depression of how tense people all were to one another. One didn't feel that just IRL but also when visiting online platforms. To me it always felt like there was an awful shift and to this day I am often still confused about the interactions that I had with some people.
To somewhat recap things from my previous journal: Some unreasonable voices told me to keep silent, that my opinions and generally me as a person would not matter. And I regrattably believed them. Busy with healing from a hospital treatment and shortly after the recovery from it, a bad thing happened with my home caused by a very strong rainfall.
Such things all pretty much piled on each other and I didn't want to bother anyone here.
I have been doing my usual daily duties of late, occasionally been enjoying my hobbies in gaming and watching animated content and YouTube, and while it mostly has only been during lunch breaks and while having dinner, I still feel bad over that I make people wait. I guess the occasional browsing on FA and exchanging through notes definitely isn't enough (and it doesn't even excuse that I couldn't muster up enough inspiration to properly phrase nice art feedbacks or getting to submit one of my doodles). I actually have often pondered with the idea of figuring myself and my tastes out better, but now in hindsight it feels like I'm procastinating. Sorry regarding that. I want to properly show gratitude to everybody still, even if my replies might not all live up against the long wait time. <:3
As for my problems of recent times, I feel like I'm becoming too self-critical. As stated, I gave into some bad influences before, but worse things just kept popping up. For example I ran into a person who started stalking me, made very hurtful remarks and terrorized me for a while. I also faced a pretty strong stab into the heart when a local friend of mine that I knew for years, suddenly decided to ghost me. I actually went with a strong cold to their house one day and waited for them to come home for six hours, carrying their birthday gift with me. I ended up leaving it there and I realized that they dumped our friendship for good. I don't know why they changed like that but I believed at the time even more that it must have been my fault alone. That I simply am not meant to make people happy or find luck because I'm such a 'vanilla' boring casual person, a talk-a-lot and a talentless neet.
*sighs*
Anyways, on top of all that, people that I considered thinking of me, also forgot about me. I would have had the potential chance to go on my very first big travel this year but said people just didn't consider me like originally planned and bought tickets without asking me. I guess it's not that bad, but it still bites since we did plan to someday go on that trip for years together...but I guess some folks simply prefer to stay among themselves.
Some kind people have already told me that I shouldn't feel selfish or the guilt for when bad things happen, but at times I cannot but point at myself and ponder if I ever can share some fun experiences with people like they used to be. I just feel frustrated that no matter how hard I try, people seem to find ways to tell me that they are disappointed in me, or at least make me feel like they are better off with me not being around. ó_ò''
So you see, I have struggled a lot to get back to being more positive thinking that I am not much of help to others, that people might even get annoyed by me. I am afraid to waste time and spoil the fun. And when it comes to it all, I simply yearn for that I can share my joy again without feeling like it being a forbidden action. <X3
On a more positive note, because I don't wish to worry you all too much, I feel like a good conversation topic is in regards of the creative community, what I think counts for me a lot in regards of creative projects. I know people usually are rather specific with browsing for only some certain subjects, characters and whatnot, but rather than that I wanna focus on something else.
Themes, Arts,Vibes
As much of you guys know, I have never been much interested in anything past G-rated artwork. I have seen people mark certain subjects different ages, but when it cames to imagery that most usually think of when using the term 'mature' in the community, I usually am one who rather likes to remove the elements of that nature from his mind and rather tries to define content more by the emotions that they evoke and elements of expression. I will try to summarize the things that I like and perhaps you might find it fun to think about it with me. =3
What vibes do I find enjoyable?
Motifs/Situations with a ...
1.) Cute/ Wholesome vibe
That sugary kind of heartwarming feel that you get when looking at a character, a photo, a story that makes you say "Aww! Adorable!". Sometimes you just love to see good things happening to them, perhaps you enjoy character actions like hugs and nuzzles, simpler designs and added accessories and costumes sweet. It is pretty much like the puppies and kitten effect and I can relate why people often just cannot but appreciate that vibe.
2.) Playful/ Silly vibe
With this one I generally mean it's nice to see characters simply having a casual fun time. If you can treat things in an innocent mindset and feel like there is that expression of optimism going on, it doesn't matter if the art is particularly following an ordinary nature. I personally love the power of imagination in fictional works and having characters acting inventively, without huge focus on seriousness, it just all adds to the entertainment. Colorful designs, courage to easygoing themes, it's all nice.
3.) Cool vibe
Fan art! It is pretty much what became my major reason to be impressed and follow what people other than myself appreciate about franchises, characters and whatnot. Whether it is giving stylish aesthetics to a design, referencing scenes that you found awesome, thinking of ways to picture and embrace the things that inspire you, such are things I find cool. Neat poses, impressive displays of abilities and simply showing off the appreciation as well as what embodies making the things you like, shine.
4.) Over the top (meant in a positive way) vibe
Kinda an extension to the playful/silly vibe, but taking things you find the idea fun of and piling a lot of such wackier ideas on top of one another. Like, I love the fun and fantastic. Go with your own rules like Toon Physics, a fairy-tail-esque plot at times and dream along feels so interesting. Things can go a bit out of control but still end up with characters to have a jolly adventure. Magic, mythical Creatures and less focus on realism is where I can often feel my interest drift towards. After all, not even the sky's the limit when daydreaming some. =3
5.) Happy / Comforting vibe
In a way connected to the silly and playful vibe. I just am happy when I see characters and art motifs shout 'pure fun'. It's löovely to see when you can share art experiences with others through friendly company, making treasures of fond memories by exchanging what makes you feel like you are on the same wavelength. Other than just that, it's nice to see something where the characters are having a relaxing and cheerful time. When people treat each other well, love their creations and you can realize what a funfilled project it likely must have been for them, then that joy keeps coming back each time wehn revisiting such works.
That all said, I of course would be happy to further find out if I encountered specific ideas and concepts that I look at as especially intruiging or have a soft spot for, and might show a few examples in future journals.
Would be of course great to hear your opionons. Are you liking some of the similar vibes than I am and perhaps you wanna share examples of them with me? Possibly you might prefer vibes that go more into a different direction than myself. I'd be interested to listen to you and thank you for taking the time to read and reply to me here. ^_^
If any of you might like to ask me anything, I am of course happy to join the conversation with you and answer any question.
Best wishes for the start into the warmer months (northern heimisphere) / the colder ones (if you are from the southern hemisphere). Just take care to catch neither hayfever or a cold.
*Shiny leaves early Totodile's Day balloons* 🎈🎈🎈
We all handle it differently, like me as example just not appearing towards a friend than come to them just to cry and make their day worse with being worried about me, yet that resulted into extreme inactivity from my side. Im very sure everyone who handled their hell have a downside affecting themself and their friends sadly.
I wish you and everyone reading this the best
YIKES! Some people are so broken in their head and got no life. -_-
I keep hearing about such nolifers from artists I follow an I myself got such a person in Pokémon Go for.. 2? 3? years now. Stalked me at like 4:30am, was creeped out as fuck.
And yeah, would like to give the ghosting person a good Bud Spencer whack left and right by now for doing this to you.
You really do not deserve shit like that since you are basically the most kind hearted person I know. I wish you nothing but happiness and good friends.
Anyway, just keep doing whatever you like and don't have bad people bother you. You are doing nothing wrong, seriously not. *hugs*
And yes, I agree with your art vibes! Eveything in that list! Especially the 4th one. Want to do some reality-ignoring art myself for a long time now. I always liked the concept of the Alice movie (btw. I still haven't watched the real/3d movie).
As for the movie, let's go watch it together!
I actually wanted to give you a call so we can talk about that and other stuff. I changed my mobile contract last month since Congstar had an ok~ish prepaid contract offer and got unlimited calls (and SMS, lol) now! :D
Not today though, gonna be busy later. Whenever my fucking scatterbrain manages to not forget about it... <_<
I would prefer the original audio though, but no idea if there will be any screening at a reasonable time in a cinema which is not at the edge of the world...
(Also at a date where the fucking annoyance that female gendered people have to deal with hopefully does not annoy me... It decided to be extra painful for a while now... >_>)
As for me:
My stupid paper stuff gets slowly solved since the end of last month, about time, took long enough. Insurance should be set beginning with April, just need an answer from the Jobcenter regarding that since they carry the costs. So getting that stress off my shoulders at least. Then I can start doing other stuff... maybe... depending on the answers from the jobcenter I would like to have... German mills mill slow...
Would also like to get my ref sheets done, so I can do whatever I want afterwards. But to do that I really need to work on them. I'm so slooooow with everything. And missing skills make me even slower...~_~
Oh, ref sheets? Are you introducing some personal fan characters or OCs?
Thanks for the kind words. It really has been quite the bunch of headaches for a while with all such things happening. Hope it won't happan again, neither for me, you or anyone that I know. <:3
"Alice in Wonderland" is a really popular work when it comes to imaginary and fantastic motifs. There exist loads of publications both animated and in live-action, games as well. In some versions they emphasize the idea of amdness in some character. in some it's more of a daydream and some depict it as an interesting coming of age kinda story that encourages embracing to take new paths and not conform to what others define as the norm.
All sorts of such versions are quite interesting with curious character designs and as mentioned surreal things happening. Having cookies or a drink that makes you small enough to fit through a keyhole or having a tea party on your not-birthday, are all quite fun to encounter here and there again.
That aside, I think it's cool to just enjoy some fantastic tales that include things that are drawing you in by their sheer wionder and magic.
That would be lovely! If you would enjoy having me for a company, I'd gladly watch the movie with you. I remmeber that you have been a great fan of "Tomb Raider" but I find it cool that "Super Mario" seems also like a franchise that interests you as well. outside of "Pokémon". Would be fun to hear your history with other consoles outside GameBoy and PlayStation and what games you played over the years.
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You likely saw me writing that I enjoy cute vibes in art a bunch. If there are any opinions or suggestions, I gladly listen to you. =3
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Ah, a hat. What kind of hat might it be? Care to describe it? Any particular hat you found would fit Shiny well? =3
*sends Shiny to exchange totohugs with his Foxydude*
https://www.deviantart.com/bowser2q.....irby-259183753
If it's connected to Shiny, there are plenty of details to list. I put them here: https://www.furaffinity.net/view/31042787/ (just scroll down to the image description).
If you possibly mean me, the dude typing this: I guess my own shortcomings are things like:
-I'm a bit of a worrywart
-I talk a lot but get stressed in heated discussions and verbal fights
-I am clumsy or at least unlucky (had a bunch of injuries whenever I did sports)
-I'm not too good with learning new technologies; whenever I tried video editing software, my PC had issues; picking up a tablet PC resulted in stuff just not working; I feel like it's me being a bit oldfashioned. I also never could get warm with social media platforms.
-I talk a lot but am not the greatest at captivating people, I feel. I guess I ramble a lot. ^_^'
-I am a slowpoke when it comes to taking care of things. That's pretty much connected towards that I cannot multitask all too well.
-I tend to overthink a lot and get self-critical easily.
-I am very honest and some people feel like it's too revealing and indiscrete. I try to be considerate still though.
-ummm...I guess I'm afraid of disappointing others and general am one who tries to be more safe than sorry so I tend to not handle things that are especially scary or risky.
I think most people have gotten a bit more closed off and callous since 2018.
I like silliness in art.
I know. excatly. what you are dealing. with. since i live in a house with my fiancee and its. is like. a crack. house. since it need so much work. its not even. funny. at all. I also. understand the. feeling. of. a friend. ending. there. relationship with you. I lost. multiple friends over. the last lear. One. was. due. to. i went. back to. being a cute. little. fur. artist doing. cute. safe. for. work stuff like what you enjoy. for. art sweet friend.
I can. under stand the feeling. of. not being able. to. do. trips. also. lately. i got jellous at a friend. due to he was able. to go. to fur con when. i don't have the money. at all. to. do much. this year. And. I am trying to figure out how to get. some inflatables to sell after. getting. them to. possiblely get. some better. art. equpiment sorry. for any typos
Maybe. I can do something. for you of Bubbles and Shiny. like I did years. ago. for you to brig a. smile. to you I am always. around. to chat. and understand. what. others. are going. through in there. lives
*Hugs. close. and gives lots of balloons*
Tamara and Bubbles
Oh, you mean you and Sarah? Wish you that you can have the place renovated soon enough.
Hopefully things will turn out your way. I keep my fingers crossed for you both.
Ah, that's really sweet and generous of you to say. I still treasure that adorable illustration of yours. It definitely would be an honor if you'd enjoy having Shiny come visit. He'd be happy to help out at the balloon store or gladly share some selfbaked treats when staying as a guest. He can of course always hekp as a fellowe Totodilooner with putting up decorations if his big dudes would enjoy a bunch of inflatables to play around with. The jolly Totodile mascot of mine would likely even not mind standing in for Bubbles the Pony's companion (he already has the Dragon size). Hehe, it's all nice to imagine. 🎈(^.=.^)
But that said, the most important thing for me is that you'd be having fun with it. Bubblegum, playing, holding onto or floating balloons, anything cute, friendly companies, hugs, all such things sound cute and lovely and I am sure your own ideas are all nice, too, Tamara.
*totohugs back with heartshaped balloons attached* ❣️❣️
And. i would. love help. at. the. balloon. store. from. your. cute. self. your. are an awesome. person. and. I am. glad. you care. for me. just. as. much. as. myself
*takes. the balloons. and ties them to my tail* Thanks. sweetie for the balloons
I gottta add: Shiny and myself aren't actually one and the same. I think my mascot has such a lovable personality of his own that it wouldn't be okay for me to gather the praise from his adorable and jolly self. I know, some people think for that I am so passionate of my precious Totodile that they think it's adorable in itself, though since Shiny is much smaller and bouncier than clumsy me, I tend to tell folks that if anything, I'd personally prefer being one of Shiny's many dudes as well.
But all that said, I appreciate it lots that you think well of me, Tamara. I am somewhat of a try-harder, so I won't be a disappointment for people aroud me. If I can be of any support by being a listener and add to your joy, then that gladdens me either. =3
If you ever wonder: I already mentioned the vibes that I appreciate in art subjects above. Balloons, bubbles and all such things I personally see as a playful and happy thing. I know some people are attracted to balloons in a fetish kinda way though since I'm more of an asexual person I never really got much of a clue on that front.
I just love the variety of ideas you can imagine with inflatables in fiction/art and their colorful nature adds a bunch to already colorful characters. It's of course also enjoyable to think of fun and fantastic situations, like what you'd usually only see from YouTubers with a lot of funds or that aren't even relevant towards realism. Things like filling up places with a bunch of balloons, or characters flying through the air carried about by balloons are neat and have that wonderous energy to them.
Of course I just like the party mood that inflatables bring along.Having yourself carrying a balloon would remind me of carnivals, amusement parks or the circus either: all places there to bring entertainment. You likely see now why someone like Shiny would love them, too. I like them for their pretty appearance and the way they make scenes look like basically a party or playground for the characters. X3
And Yeah I care. for. your character. I am. kind. and. caring. since I have gone. through so. much. crap. even just. the last. two years. and heck. I am. trying a plan. to. get. some inflatables. to. resell. to. get money. more. better. art. equipment for my self. but. its hard. and. even. got. lucky. with Sarah's. dad. to where. I am doing. something. I thought i wouldn't. be. doing. until. next. year. or. in a. few. years. of going. to Disney. and heck. in the place. to where it. be. the last. day. for a. ride. there. also. so i am so. freaking. excited. for may its not funny.
And I am a caretaker. in. the little. fur. sence. so. I act. like a mother. to. the ones. I care. too much. about. and I want t them to be happy. with. themselfs and. do what they. want to do in life.. I wish. i was. closer. to you dear. since i want more. friends. to. hang. out. with since its hared. in the USA. to make. friends. in the middle of. nowhear. even just. temparty for now.
I care. for you dear. if you have other. places. to chat. like telegram or. discrod or. something l like it. that your. on. a bit more. i would. love you to. send a note. of. the info. so I can. add you dear. to chat more to keep you company. now and. then sweetie
*blows a bubble. and give. you balloons*
It would be great if you could make the fantasy a reality and have fun becoming a seller for balloons and party goods while also making some income with it.
Ah, with Disney you mean the Disney theme park(s)? I only ever have watched videos of people visiting the places. Same goes for Universal Studios. I would also enjoy visiting some of such anywhere in the world someday yet because I have been a big appreciator of lots of the Disney movie and show IPs and the various franchises that are represented at Universal. Watching the parade and shows, trying some of the food and perhaps getting a souvenir outside the rides and theming all sounds like a great treat of a vacation trip. Personally, I'd be highly interested in the parks over in Japan, a country that brought anime, Nintendo and various other cool things.
Ah, I can understand that it can be a bit frustrating with how huge the US can be and to meet people it must feel sometimes like a really big travel already. A lot of people sadly only can imagine how it would be to meet with me since I live in Europe. I still am happy to connect through message exchanges online still. I at least believe in that you can become great friends even over larger distances. Will share my Discord with you in a note later. We can try to plan a chat meet.
I'm sure Shiny feel especially lucky over the friendly share of balloons and hugs. He appreciates all such acts of kindness and the treats and of both the munchy kind as well as the one of him getting to listen to his dudes/ all his friends.💙
And Yeah I care. for. your character. I am. kind. and. caring. since I have gone. through so. much. crap. even just. the last. two years. and heck. I am. trying a plan. to. get. some inflatables. to. resell. to. get money. more. better. art. equipment for my self. but. its hard. and. even. got. lucky. with Sarah's. dad. to where. I am doing. something. I thought i wouldn't. be. doing. until. next. year. or. in a. few. years. of going. to Disney. and heck. in the place. to where it. be. the last. day. for a. ride. there. also. so i am so. freaking. excited. for may its not funny.
And I am a caretaker. in. the little. fur. sence. so. I act. like a mother. to. the ones. I care. too much. about. and I want t them to be happy. with. themselfs and. do what they. want to do in life.. I wish. i was. closer. to you dear. since i want more. friends. to. hang. out. with since its hared. in the USA. to make. friends. in the middle of. nowhear. even just. temparty for now.
I care. for you dear. if you have other. places. to chat. like telegram or. discrod or. something l like it. that your. on. a bit more. i would. love you to. send a note. of. the info. so I can. add you dear. to chat more to keep you company. now and. then sweetie
*blows a bubble. and give. you balloons*
I just hope that your buddies and I can help you keep positive during such times. If you want to discuss some more of the art vibes stuff when you get the opportunity, you may ^w^
Ah, such pretty much were the vibes that interest me especially. I assume some artists on the platform have their other specific preferences aside the ones that I named, so if anything, mature vibes are the kind that aren't really for me, and there likely are many others yet.
Everyone there for you I here for you too shiny me and every friend you're always there for you and ueah im like your vibes too Shiny and you be same silly and playful totodile
But that said, it were moreso my shadows and a case of depression forming there, where I actually should not take too many things so much to heart and realize who truly still cares about me.
Right now, I feel lots of love and I feel grateful for people like you reaching out to me and wishing for the best. I try to embrace the things I love more and worry a little less. ^_^