So I got tested for a rare autoimmune disorder and as it just so happens, I have it. Furthermore, it decided to attack my brain of all things. I'm struggling to keep track of doctor's appontments, let alone story plotlines.

I'm just not the person I used to be, and I can't be whatever I was before. I've grown jaded and unwilling to step out of the armored strongbox, because I'm convinced what's out there is not worth the trouble.

I stopped learning how to draw, since I can be easily replaced by an AI. I have trouble sleeping every night regardless of how much or little coffee I drink, and how much gamign I do, or when i go to bed.

sleep