Dragoneer's death has absolutely rattled me.

It doesn't matter how you feel about him personally, nobody deserves to die like that.

The American "healthcare" system doesn't care about helping people. It doesn't care about healing, about quality of life, nor human lives. It only cares about money. We live in a capitalist hell world and I'm so fucking tired of it.

What happened to Dragoneer is a horrific tragedy that happens all too often in this stupid fucking country. It's hitting home hard with me, because I've been in similar situations: I've almost died in our healthcare system 5 times.

5 out of the 6 times I've had pancreatic attacks, my life almost ended because the doctors cared more about pleasing the insurance companies than curing the patient.

Its just so wrong. So blatantly greedy, blatantly evil, and it fills me with such divine rage and incredible sadness. I didn't know Dragoneer. I didn't even like Dragoneer. But my heart is just... filled with grief over the vast injustice that's happened here, the incredible cruelty that has led to the absolute waste of a human life.

I have so much more on my mind but... It's not appropriate to share right now. I'll talk more about the fate of FA and life updates another time.

For now, I pray for Dragoneer's soul, for his family, for his loved ones, for anyone who knew him. My heart goes out with such deep, profound sadness, to each and every single person affected. Furaffinity changed my life: Allowed me to stay alive financially and mentally, and helped teach me who and what I was. Even if I didn't agree with him, or even like him, Dragoneer's site changed my life for the better, and it fills me with agony to hear him meet such a cruel, terrible, avoidable end. God be with you.