The air conditioning in my car suddenly broke, and fixing it cost $292.52.

My dental insurance hit its spending limit, so a much needed procedure that I recently had done is going to cost around $2,000 total.

And on top of all of that, my arm is relapsing. Physical therapy and specialty doctor visits cost $40 a pop, and sometimes I have to go to them multiple times in one week. I'm probably going to need a major surgery again, which will most likely cost an absurd amount.

I'm so tired of asking for help. I feel like the biggest piece of shit in the world who does not deserve it at all, but I don't know what else to do.

I deleted a whole multi-paragraph meltdown that I wrote here. I don't want to vent and rant, embarrass myself more. I could go into detail but all I want to do right now is scream, so I'm not really capable of typing anything other than a madman's ramble.

I need help, and if you can reasonably and safely afford to do so, I would greatly appreciate it.

https://ko-fi.com/pieman

I have to stop writing this or I'll fall into it deep self-loathing rant, I've had to delete and rewrite this so many times. Nobody is more frustrated about all of this than me. If you have any questions please feel free to ask. I'm so sorry for doing this for like the 30th time...

Thank you