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Starting anew.
a year ago
I set this account for termination, but today had a change of heart and aborted it.
I've been on hiatus for 7 months now, and things don't feel much different. I still get anxiety attacks when I think about drawing; My OCD, perfectionism and jealous habits haven't changed; at best they've lessened.
I feel desperate, so I resorted to nuclear option and wipe all of my galleries clean. But I have to remember that there are still some people here on FurAffinity who do like my work, so I leave it be for your sake. Not for my sake - As far as I'm concerned, this gallery is tainted and rotten by my bad habits, and my works are a reminder of those habits.
e621 account is deleted, but my works still exist there.
I don't know at the moment am I going to start a new gallery, or even upload illustrations online again. I may keep them private to my Discord friends and select few. For now at least.
It's going to take a lot more effort to recover my passion for drawing, and even more to purify my soul.
I've been on hiatus for 7 months now, and things don't feel much different. I still get anxiety attacks when I think about drawing; My OCD, perfectionism and jealous habits haven't changed; at best they've lessened.
I feel desperate, so I resorted to nuclear option and wipe all of my galleries clean. But I have to remember that there are still some people here on FurAffinity who do like my work, so I leave it be for your sake. Not for my sake - As far as I'm concerned, this gallery is tainted and rotten by my bad habits, and my works are a reminder of those habits.
e621 account is deleted, but my works still exist there.
I don't know at the moment am I going to start a new gallery, or even upload illustrations online again. I may keep them private to my Discord friends and select few. For now at least.
It's going to take a lot more effort to recover my passion for drawing, and even more to purify my soul.
LockeRobyn
~lockerobyn
Totally understandable- I'm really sorry for what you're going through. Honestly more than anything I just missed the brief little interactions we had.
MummyLover
~mummylover
I'm sorry you've been feeling like this Crow, and I wish I could help. I've always loved your art and hopefully you can find that spark again. just know we're here for you <3
MugenKaizer
~mugenkaizer
My sincerest condolences to you. It's such a shame that you have to face such mental health turmoil and problems along with such artistic struggles. I hope that you can find peace one day, and regain your passion for art. And I pray to God that he may end your suffering.
