Alive
11 months ago
It would seem some synx enthusiasts took advantage of the spooky season and used blood magic to summon me back.
First off, thank you to everyone who sent nice messages to me over the years (I really don’t deserve that) and everyone who visited (you guys rock!) and especially everyone who helped me in my greatest times of need (words cannot describe my love for you and what you’ve done).
THANK YOU, sooo much!
Needless to say, I’ve had quite the journey. I won’t bore you with all the details, so here is the condensed version.
At the start: disaster and death, which resulted in me nearly losing my home multiple times, living off $1 TV dinners and
cereal/cheap junkfood. Caring for the animals my deceased family left me. Having a relative move in here in 2016 to “help”, but they ended up being a burden and danger to themselves (and to my home and animals). That person is now crippled, and in turn also became someone I had to care for these many years. It was like a perfectly crafted hell made just for me, I should have known that Wolfram and Hart contract would bite me in the ass. Things change though.
This year I lost the last of those animals left to me (RIP I’ll never forget you guys) and my cousin moved back in, helping me take care of the aforementioned relative. This has opened up time and focus I didn’t have before, so I think I’m going to try and pick up where I left off, at least as much as I can. I know FA isn’t quite the same now; we nearly lost it, and we did lose
Dragoneer (RIP man).
Before anyone asks, no, commissions/trades are not open. I’ll be focusing on art already owed, as well as projects I started but never finished, and if I can get through that, then I’ll consider taking on things for people again.
First off, thank you to everyone who sent nice messages to me over the years (I really don’t deserve that) and everyone who visited (you guys rock!) and especially everyone who helped me in my greatest times of need (words cannot describe my love for you and what you’ve done).
THANK YOU, sooo much!
Needless to say, I’ve had quite the journey. I won’t bore you with all the details, so here is the condensed version.
At the start: disaster and death, which resulted in me nearly losing my home multiple times, living off $1 TV dinners and
cereal/cheap junkfood. Caring for the animals my deceased family left me. Having a relative move in here in 2016 to “help”, but they ended up being a burden and danger to themselves (and to my home and animals). That person is now crippled, and in turn also became someone I had to care for these many years. It was like a perfectly crafted hell made just for me, I should have known that Wolfram and Hart contract would bite me in the ass. Things change though.
This year I lost the last of those animals left to me (RIP I’ll never forget you guys) and my cousin moved back in, helping me take care of the aforementioned relative. This has opened up time and focus I didn’t have before, so I think I’m going to try and pick up where I left off, at least as much as I can. I know FA isn’t quite the same now; we nearly lost it, and we did lose

Before anyone asks, no, commissions/trades are not open. I’ll be focusing on art already owed, as well as projects I started but never finished, and if I can get through that, then I’ll consider taking on things for people again.
All hail the original synx~
I hope things get better for you.
Just glad you're okay; I know we discussed a bit of the first part years and years ago but I'm so sorry that it went downhill even further after that.
I'm definitely on the downhill part myself but we'll be alright.
VERY happy to see you! Missed ya and was thinking of ya.
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welcome back! seeing your submissions in my inbox was absolutely shocking to see. im glad you're still alive and going <3
Welcome back!
I'm sorry the road you've been on has been filled with problems and pain, but I hope things get better from here on <3
Sorry to hear life dealt you such a wild and rough ride this long while.
Can't wait to see new arts from you.
I wish you the best
Just draw for yourself for a bit. Clear your queue when you feel up to it. Then reassess.
Welcome back and wish you fortune after all this trouble
I'm sure everyone's all just glad to know you're still alive, no rush to think about commissions.
Welcome back to furry hell (the more fun kind of hell)
Secondly, I am stupidly happy to see you posting again! Your art was a huge inspiration 12+ years ago (My hands are actively aging writing that) I know you're not accepting commissions, but would you consider Patreon or a Ko-fi tip jar?
No incentives for either, just "Pay what you want" type subscription plan or one-time donations. I'm sure there's plenty of people who would be glad to support you, just on the basis of seeing your work, alone!
Anywho, welcome back! <3
Was definitely thinking of doing a Patreon at some point, but that would be more when I get in the swing of my projects.
I'm also sure some people would help just for the sake of it, but I'm not going to ask for anything after being gone for so long. A 3rd person now living here has helped out a lot recently, so I'm also (thankfully) not hurting as much. A shirt ripping or shoes falling apart is no longer a crisis of recycling cans and rolling pennies.
Looking forward to seeing your work again.
I'm so excited to hear you're around again! Can't wait to see what's in store =)
about the other stuff, well, I won't bore you with platitudes, just that its good things are looking better for you and also holy shit
(trauma am I right)
I'm just a parasocial follower, but I'm so glad to hear you're hitting a better place in your life. I am beyond excited to see what you got in store for us <3
Here's to your freedom, cheers
I have two synx OCs(one I designed and one I adopted) and I adore them so much. Thanks for blessing us with them and the Snooge!!
I'm a long time fan, found your work 15 years ago and cherished it always. <3
Sorry to hear about all the sad things. Wish you all the best for the future!
Welcome back it's been a long time! <3
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yeah that sounds like hell! wow! damn fuck!
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if we made it the first time, we can make it again.
Nice to see you back. I am happy to see maybe more from your Synx.