late summer ‘25 life update
3 months ago
hello everyone! I haven’t really made a journal like this in a while, but I figured it could be a good idea to let y’all know where I’m at currently and what to maybe expect from me going forward.
so, if y’all have noticed a decline in consistency in terms of me posting art, im sorry about that! for the past few months ive been dealing with my full time job and it’s truly been sucking a lot of my creative energy out of me and making me feel very burnt out.
sometimes I feel like I don’t have enough time to consistently post, nor do I have enough ideas to actually put into pictures that I would feel satisfied with putting out. recently though, I’ve been trying to get out of my head about this and, truthfully, the payment processor fuckery as of recent has inspired me to dip back into being a horny freak!
with all that being said, while art block has been whooping my ass and I’ve mostly been making small sfw sketches, im really makin an effort to try and put more nsfw stuff out like I was before. I can’t promise daily posts, but ideally id like to put out at least one finished horny pic a week. more sketches probably too.
moving on from my artwork, I feel like I’m also kinda trying to grow into myself as a person. if you’ve read any of my journals or descriptions before on some more personal pics, you’ll probably know I usually have some issues related to my identity. recently, this has been less bad than it’s been in the past! of course, as someone under the trans umbrella from texas, I do get worried for my future under the current presidency, and also the current rule of my governor. BUT! im gonna keep on being me! whoever that might be, I wanna get to know myself.
for now, im just not putting too much stress on a concrete label for myself. I like what I like, and I look how I look. I act how I act, and that’s enough to be myself.
tldr: sorry for not being super consistent with posting! I was burnt out but im getting back on track with freaky nasty porn. also, im pretty happy with my progress on accepting my own identity. love y’all! ^^
so, if y’all have noticed a decline in consistency in terms of me posting art, im sorry about that! for the past few months ive been dealing with my full time job and it’s truly been sucking a lot of my creative energy out of me and making me feel very burnt out.
sometimes I feel like I don’t have enough time to consistently post, nor do I have enough ideas to actually put into pictures that I would feel satisfied with putting out. recently though, I’ve been trying to get out of my head about this and, truthfully, the payment processor fuckery as of recent has inspired me to dip back into being a horny freak!
with all that being said, while art block has been whooping my ass and I’ve mostly been making small sfw sketches, im really makin an effort to try and put more nsfw stuff out like I was before. I can’t promise daily posts, but ideally id like to put out at least one finished horny pic a week. more sketches probably too.
moving on from my artwork, I feel like I’m also kinda trying to grow into myself as a person. if you’ve read any of my journals or descriptions before on some more personal pics, you’ll probably know I usually have some issues related to my identity. recently, this has been less bad than it’s been in the past! of course, as someone under the trans umbrella from texas, I do get worried for my future under the current presidency, and also the current rule of my governor. BUT! im gonna keep on being me! whoever that might be, I wanna get to know myself.
for now, im just not putting too much stress on a concrete label for myself. I like what I like, and I look how I look. I act how I act, and that’s enough to be myself.
tldr: sorry for not being super consistent with posting! I was burnt out but im getting back on track with freaky nasty porn. also, im pretty happy with my progress on accepting my own identity. love y’all! ^^
cr0wbar
~cr0wbar
take all the time you need to create, your work is always a delight <3
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