My Uncle is being fired from his job... his job that he's been working years in.

The reason for this is due to him missing so many days staying at this house helping Grandpa for the past year...

What this means for me, for him, for the house.. I'm unsure of it all and that is what scares me. I myself still cannot get a damn job due to the same thing happening to me. I have to help him change Grandpa too ergo I eventually will get fired too. I still cannot leave him to chance or help him alone. Both are handicapped people. My Uncle is becoming I'm physical pain the more we do this shit. If I left him alone, it wouldn't make it better, for anyone. So, naturally again... I'm at a loss.

How am I supposed to feel positive about things when shit like this happens? How am I supposed to feel hopeful of my life when everything gradually is coming down.. slowly?

Now I'm possibly gonna expect these 2 to scold me and do the whole "oh gee if only someone else around here made money for themselves. Hm.. if only someone else had a job. You know, if you had a job yourself, you-" yeah yeah that shit I'm not in the mood to deal with this.

Safe to say... I don't know what will happen... and I am naturally scared. More than just my own life. This house. Our way of life...