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3/21/10 Just struggling EMO crap
15 years ago
I'm just posting in hopes I can get the EMO crap out so I can get back to focusing. I think I'm in Caffeine depression from the soda I had yesterday
I have no will power. Yah I don't think I should tell the world this, but I feel like I'm being lazy.
From the 4th of march to the 14th of march I had no internet. I'm amazed at how much I got done when I had nothing to entertain me.
I've got internet, and I keep promising myself "I've got all day, I'll get right to what I need to and get caught up" .... nope.
It's always, "Just a little bit longer, just one more video on youtube, just one more something else, let me check something quick."
Yes I'm complaining about myself. Nope, I don't feel any better.
Later
I have no will power. Yah I don't think I should tell the world this, but I feel like I'm being lazy.
From the 4th of march to the 14th of march I had no internet. I'm amazed at how much I got done when I had nothing to entertain me.
I've got internet, and I keep promising myself "I've got all day, I'll get right to what I need to and get caught up" .... nope.
It's always, "Just a little bit longer, just one more video on youtube, just one more something else, let me check something quick."
Yes I'm complaining about myself. Nope, I don't feel any better.
Later
Now if the pay was better, I wouldn't feel so bad about how many hours I'm working. lol. Oh well *hugs*